THIS IS IT! | 이거야!
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 at 12:05 AM
This is what I want to blog straight from my heart. But beforehand, like I said before, don't ask me anything out from my blog and it doesn't matter if you misunderstand or don't even understand to what I've posted, that's you to be the judge. I never lie on my blog; I mean how ridiculous can it be? This is my one and only blog that I really type it out and post. Everything is well said and done here.
Okay before that, I would like to thank everyone (like really EVERYONE!) who wished me on new year. I totally appreciate it and HAPPY NEW YEAR to YOU, who's reading this now. Thanks for reading! (:
A little overview on day 1 of 2012 till day 3 of 2012. I'll put up my conclusion in the end. Well basically on New Year's Eve, I followed this bunch of really insane peoples to one of the bistro in Sunway Giza. Sad to say that I wasn't feeling so well due to the environment over that place. To be honest, I felt I left out and lost due to the environment factor. I don't know, maybe I didn't like it overall due to the heavy smoke condition and the "generous" amount of peoples over there? I only drank 0.001% of the liquor given and I didn't.. how should I put this in word? Shake/dance? I'm really a wood plank. I just felt awkward. I reach home basically 3something in the morning after a Happy Meal at McDs at 2.30AM. That was my FIRST new year meal. Cool-some? *nyeheh!*
Nothing much after that but the following day, 2nd Jan 2011, I actually went to Goldcoast beach at Sepang with really enjoying peoples. I am not sure how often they go there but the place was FANTABULOUS! Yeah, beautiful place! The Golden Palm Tree Resort was... EXCLUSIVE? Like... seriously exclusive and luxurious! But I went to the beach beside it.. which was more less exclusive? Hahaha! Still beautiful okay. They went down towards the water, I didn't because my leg actually got scratch by my dog and it actually cause open wounds. I don't think I could bare the pain of adding salt water to the wound. I felt very bad when cute boy ask me to join them but being honest, I did doubt if the sea water was clean. After that, we went to this village place for dinner. Food wasn't the best but it was okay (:
3rd Jan 2012; epic day. I woke up as late as 8.45AM for cycling which I suppose to leave at 8.30AM basically. Went with enjoying peoples (minus one, add my brother). Cycled from 10plus in the morning till 1PM. It was freaking tiring! I guess I'm really old and once I am tired, all my 'liauliau' pattern with come out and then I kept ranting how tiresome was I. Then we went for lunch back at KP, food was good and later we straight went sing k! INSANE RIGHT? But I didn't sang much because I didn't know what to sing, I was really tired and I was basically interested to hear those Chinese songs they sang when I don't understand but it's good cause some songs are really good (leech and then go back download right? HAHAHA!) Truthfully, I am really (you can don't trust me) shy! I don't know why! This is not my first time like this actually. Even with my best friends (GIRLS) I'm also like that. I really love the whole idea of singing karaoke and I get really excited about it but once I'm there, I turn automatic passive. I guess I'm really lacking of boldness. Well, after karaoke, we went for dinner at one of the place at Botanic. Kim Gary does it best, hand's down! HOHOHO!
This is my main point to all the 3 days story I've typed: maybe no one mention to me but I must say that I am so very really dang super sorry. I love you guys so much but I felt so apologetic to a point that I felt that I'm wasting you guys time (especially CuteBoy). Maybe you have no idea how sorry am I and I have no idea how to express my greatest apology. I felt so troublesome to everyone, I am so anti-social and I hope I didn't make anyone felt uneasy of my presence or bring anyone's mood down. If I do, I'm so sorry and I won't do it again. You guys are so hyperactive, exciting people and fun people which kind of opposite of my personality. I'm sorry for being so worrisome on new year's eve (I really don't mean to at all points), I'm so sorry that I didn't join you guys into the sea water and I felt even more sorry when you guys didn't get to watch the ghost movie that you all wanted to cause I really dislike people forcing me to do things I dislike which I hope you guys would understand this.
If you don't think I am like that, then just assume that I'm too sensitive about myself okay? BUT beyond my dislikes and apologies, I would like to thank you for bring me out and also asking me out. To me it was really one great experience since that was my first time and I did enjoy because you guy were there (that's important). It was fun with you guys but sad to say that it doesn't work that way with me. So once again, I'm really sorry. I know my wrongs and in hope I won't repeat the same mistake. I'm such a party-sucker, I'm not so ideal to be called out.
College is like TODAY! New semester. I have no idea what to look forward to and I am worry of what's being await for me ahead. Things are getting tougher since I'm in my second year second semester now. To tell the truth, I'm not ready to kick Maths in the ass and this two months holidays is really unproductive. I haven't done most yet and some haven't done in years! I'm just too slacky and broke. In hope to improve better this year! I'll try my hardest (this time for real and for MATHS sake)!
Yeap! That's about it. Honest enough? I'm sure I missed out at some point but WTHeck. I don't feel really sad or down about things but just that I would like to 'susun 10 jari dan bersedia untuk memohon maaf' from whoever I 'singgung' cause I don't mean it at all.
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