Happiness Is Everywhere

it happened | 그것은 일어난

2012-02-25T14:56:00.002+08:00

I know it's been long since I've updated, minus the post before this; not counted. I got caught up with my laziness and obviously my stuffs as well. I can say that, it was absolutely fun to get around this month. It's true what they say, learning never ends until you reached your coffin (how dysfunctional right?).

This year CNY when I thought I couldn't get to taste the Yee Sang, my mum got it for me! WEEEHEE~~ It's so awesome man! That one year things, suddenly seem so worth it! Worth is so much!

And also when I thought this year I couldn't get to light a Sky Lantern, apparently I did it as well! It's seriously amazing, HANDS DOWN! Thanks to my awesome brother Wai How! So glad to light it up. It's just amusing to light the thing up and see it fly up high to the sky! That was the last day of CNY but noh, I didn't throw the orange into the river. Perhaps next year (:

Okay, I don't know if I ever told you that went to KL Sentral like TWICE to get the customized card but unfortunately every time I go there's a problem. You know what? I still am going to get it you know why? Because if I don't now, I never will. It's time to step up and do what I should do. Do things I will never do (it's time to do except certain stuff), be bold, get committed (life is nothing without a little responsibility, right?). Yeah! It's time to make a different in me.

6th February, celebrated Vivian's birthday! She celebrated it early tho. Good one but I got there late and she waited for me to cut the cake. Dang guilty. Overall was fun. Gambled there... not my thing but THANK GOD I didn't lose my pants LOL!! Later on her bday we celebrated it in college too (:

On 7th February, went sing k with my form 6 friends! gwaddd... LOVE THEM TO BITS! It's always a happy thing when they comes back cause it's so hard to meet them since they study far far away. They owe-ing me a Snowflakes (hah! kidding)

11th of February 2012! Went to dad's friend's daughter's wedding at Taman TTDI Jaya, Subang. It was a lovely one. She was so pretty plus, the foods are AMAZING! Her parents are like the A1 cooks (but no, her parents ain't chefs) hahaha! Later then, dad, little bro and I (bro went to work and mum was working) went to this new shopping mall at Subang nearby TUDM there - Space U8, Malaysia First Eco Mall. No idea what so eco about it (maybe is because their open space concept) but their concept is basically water. There's this HUGE fountain and HUGE ceiling fans, so captivating but since it's just open, not much stuffs there but if you are interested and want to have a look, I advice you to go later a bit, when shops are developed nicely.

Two days later, I went to Pavilion with beloved ANGEL and OCY. Honestly, I never thought I could make it to see those 147 bears! So delighted! Thank you ANGEL and OCY for bring me there! *happyscreams!* Then, we went for SNOWFLAKES! Here are some pictures I never uploaded at Facebook but most of my blog photos are never on Facebook anyway LOL!

Valentines was the next day! Know how I spend my day? Went to college for their Super Awesome Day. Spend it by laughing with awesome and then went Sunway to get lunch at Formosa then we went home after that.

On 16th pulaks, I meet up with Peks! AHHH!!! MY PEKS! <3 her! SO HAPPY DAY :D

Here is the peak of my life! I... WENT TO AVIRL'S BLACKSTAR CONCERT! HELL YEAH! *shakebackside* I ain't kidding you! It was... okay. It didn't reach my expectation. I mean like she's such a rocker isn't it? Didn't shake that much LOL! Kidding!

Not much after that just that been going up to Pandan Indah to do my Cognitive Psychology assignment. Those special kids are so adorable! I am freaking serious! So sad to see such kids tho, my soft side. Some are really dang good looking but all are freaking cute! Honest! I thought they are like normal kids. Just that, if I get to know their story, I would most probably cry )':

It got me thinking about many things lately and you know what? Let's start fresh! Forget what's gone and we start all over again, okay? I'm so tired of it already, am already forgotten (:

That's about it. Alternative days are in college, studying (daydreaming too). Oh yeah! After this post, I'll only update it next month... or something. I'll try to post up stuff as it would ease the amount of typing I need to do because I'll die if I keep keeping it till end of my finals and after my finals I'll renovate my blog.

These are few of I could remember, I'm going on trips, finishing (more like rushing) 3 assignments, blood donation, open day, finals and... like said, couldn't remember much on others, must be not significant enough. hehehes!

till then,

MAKE EVERYDAY RIDICULOUSLY AMAZING, HAPPY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLES (:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 57)

2012-02-21T03:17:00.003+08:00

Just the other day I went shopping with my mum and little brother. I saw this promoter aunty approaching my mum, she promoting the quality fish ball. As I went nearer, she told my mum that this fish balls are very delicious (okay, yes they are delicious) and when she saw me, she said it in Cantonese:

"if you eat 5 of the fish balls, it will be enough for lunch"

and then she continue "it was enough for me (herself)".

The aunty is very thin and not much in height so then, I laugh and say back in Cantonese:

"Wah, I can't be like you, I'll die out of hunger. You see me, I'm so fat, I eat more than 6 of these fish balls" and continue laughing.

The aunty face was dang freaking serious and she replied "You where got fat?" keep looking at me up and down and she continues "No, you are not fat, you are just tall".

My point was to tell her I've a great appetite but I swear, she got me so dang speechless because of her serious face. I never approach people say me until so serious.

Anyway, much to update. Keep your eyes, close *hehehe!*
Take care ♥

It's a RAWR Dragon New Year (:

2012-02-02T16:50:00.010+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! weehee! I know I'm late but on the other hand, I'm not late yet. Chinese New Year is 15 days long and it's ending next Monday. So fast heh? I got so much to tell you all! Basically, I'm going to talk about foods first! I didn't actually got the time and effort to tell you all but here we go! I should realize what is my priority way back but it's okay, I'll do it now (:

So, this CNY, I went back to my home town. If you don't know, my dad is from Kedah. Basically, I always go back there most of the years. People will say "WAH! Fun! Your home town is so far", well no. It's not fun travelling 5-6 hours journey. Sit till your ass numb but I guess the thought of the food make everything worth you know what I mean? (:

Cause I was working back then, so we left at 6 in the morning on the eve of CNY and reached Kedah at 11 something almost 12 noon. Didn't not much except napping but as on the eve, we have this reunion dinner and as usual, STEAMBOAT! weehee! Oh ya, before that we made "Tang Yuen" and the soup dumplings together. I love the family feeling together. Really such a happy scene (:

My dad's first brother's wife cooking like dang heaven those kind, delicious!

Mua famalia pictor (:

Reaching almost Midnight, we have the "Sky God" prayers. A simple one. Let go 2 long fire crackers. I recorded it but I'll upload that some other time because want to upload one video is like talking such a long time. Anyway, continue hahaha! Morning of the "chor 1", as soon as I open my eyes, I had 3-4 slices of cheese cake, a bowl of "tang yuen" and "shun" (bamboo shoot). Solid meal fyuh! That was 11AM and at 12.30Noon, I went to my grandma's fourth sister house! As soon as I reach, they asking to eat lunch there. Good meal! I guess the older the person, the cooking is like dang freaking fantastic those kind!

seafood curry, grilled chicken, steamed chicken (if I'm not wrong), "bak qian", "shun", duck soup!

Hands down man! Btw, I saw Sinjie's family there (:

4th Grandaunt & Sinjie's parents (:

Sinjie and us.

Sinjie and husband, Oxide Pang.

Alright, next stop? Grandpa's sister's place! Third round meal? Done yo! The "bak qian" that I always look forward to! Food that you can die for is here!

there's the "shun", "bak qian", sambal sotong, pineapple curry, fried mixed vegetables, pork, crab, chicken soup and ultimate plain vegetable PLUS...

WORTH TO DIE FOR SAMBAL! I'm serious.

Oh yeah, I'll show you my cute little cousin Daniel. He speaks english surprisingly! He's amazingly cute!

Oh, and also my another cute cousin...

and another one... with her mother, SO DANG PRETTY EH?

Later, we went to visit my grandma's third sister. Sad, she's sick. It reminds me of my late grandpa (mum's side), such heartache scene. Truthfully, I didn't want to watch so I left because my heart is weak. We didn't stay for the meal like any other year because we going back to my aunt's place for dinner. Then, we stop by my dad's old friend's place before heading home and guess what? We 3 monkeys ate people's whole tub of "kuih balung", crazy shit eh? So paiseh man. I never eat so much of "kuih balung" before in my life plus I haven't have it since AGES!

"bak" broccoli, fish curry and "bak qian" (i think there's "shun" too)
OH MAI GWAD! SAW SAMBAL? hahaha!

The next day, "chor 2", I skipped breakfast and straight to LUNCH BABEH! Joking, breakfast I had "shun" and fried meehoon; hahaha! This is lunch.

squid curry, 2 type of fried vegetables and fishes (lots of them).

Fyuhh, talk about being fat isn't it? I didn't went out so I thought you know I shouldn't eat so much because it's too much of food intake, maybe I should play some poker or mahjong to take my mind off the foods right? Wrong! When I was playing, I had cookies (lots of it)! *screams!* hahaha!!!

Then cousins and I went sing K; finally no foods! WRONG AGAIN! I had lots of snacks! I ate NON-STOP! *screamlouder!* But hey, their karaoke box is dang chun-fied. Touch screen babeh! Hell yeah!

You see, there's a mamak stall beside the karaoke box (Musicbox). When I arrive at 6PM, the line was already waiting very long and yes, people are dang willingly to wait. So you know, I was wondering what's so nice. So my dad bought 2 packets eventually. No joke, see for yourself. My cousin say everyday is basically long line like these. I'm not sure if it's cheap for you but one pack with a piece of chicken (oh, quite big piece) and yellow rice (quite big pack too) cost, I forgotten the price but it is not more than 5MYR.

Honestly, it's an 8 over 10. It's not the best I ever had but if you guys going there or anything, should try it! A green light from me (Y)

Oh, that's not my dinner. This is but because of the packet of rice, I ate 2 plates of rice (hahaha! much fats!).

wrapped cabbage with bak, sambal petai (irresistible kay!), "bak qian", chicken, "shun" and steam fish (mainly are left overs la basically)

"Chor 3", I woke up so early just to eat dimsum. So first, we went to this very big so-called 2 storey dimsum place (YA, I KNOW! Selangor don't even have 2 storey dimsum place right?). There's the ground floor and the I'm not sure 4th or 5th floor where they serve the dimsums. So you get a rough idea on how big is the place in the future. That place doesn't serve people dimsum basically. It was more like a self-service dimsum place where you order the dimsum and take it all by yourself. See, my dad is quite a fussy person when it comes to food and he dislike the concept but most importantly, the tables are unclean. Don't misunderstand. The place is clean (cause it's a new place, just open), they serve clean foods but after one customer left, they didn't immediately clear the table. We actually waited more than 15 minutes but no one clean the table. So, we left the place. Just for you to know, there's NO PLACE TO SIT and people are insanely crowded! No joking and if you go earlier, I bet there are more people. Talking about good business right?

Then, we went to another dimsum place. If I tell you, you might not even believe me. The dimsum place is not a restaurant but it is actually sort of like a temple. It's own by a temple, the architecture of the building is exactly like a temple, the interior is absolute modern and the temple is behind the building. Go figure how they sell meat heh? Well, the concept is the same, self-service (I guess most dimsum shop in Kedah is basically the same?) but not so much of a big crowd but yet still crowded. I know, confused? LOL!

After dimsum, we went to my grandma's 2nd brother's place. It's a shop house and you wouldn't believe how big is the kitchen. I think it's like a woman dream size-kitchen or something? It's as big as my whole house's ground floor (or similar size, but I feel bigger). Then we went to my grandma's 5th sister's house! Here is where I lay my love for my beloved laksa! Whoots!

best home made assam laksa and other dishes as well (and "shun" too! *screamsfaints*)

Then then then, we went for something chilling. Every time I go back there, it's like a must-eat-food on my list! Cendol! *squeak* Then there's like Mee Rojak, Rojak, Mee Goreng Basah and Mee Goreng Kering, etc etc.

Went home to prepare and pack stuff cause we hitting back the road back home. So we had our last meal at my aunt's place. Foods that I'll definitely miss when I'm back home.

even last meal is so dang good! my number one chef, in my heart... always (:
(black kicap stuffed squids, steam vegetable, fried asparagus, fried chicken & fried mengkuang)

And then, we head home. Like always, on the way back or on the way to Kedah, we will always stop at R&R Bukit Gantang. Why? The best fresh sliced fruits and...

NASI LEMAK IKAN MASIN

you can't find it many places I say.

If you ever wonder what kind of fruits I ate back at Kedah,

only these because many people sell this and I saw many of these (beside the mandrin oranges) only LOL

Reach home already "chor 4" 2 in the morning. Unpack all and then hit the sack. Then at 11AM I went to my aunt's place to take back my Scotty baby.

Then at 2PM, followed my son (CY) for movie but before that, we went for Snowflake but unfortunately it was closed still. Then we went Sunway for movies but again, it was full. Then we called up MC to watch (FORCED!!! okay kidding LOL!) 'Underworld' back at Aeon. Before we left Sunway, we had conepizza and Starbucks.

these thing is special, tasted like pizza; seriously.

Underworld wasn't my ideal movie cause I do not like the idea of action movie but it was a 7 over 10 but many of my friends say it was dang freaking awesome (I was closing both of my ears and eyes in the cinema and partially my eyes too). Then head home for dinner; first new year dinner back own home (:

toasted petai, fermented pork with ngakus, steam fish and fried mix vegetables (:

On "chor 5", my house did a little sort of like open house (many people call it as party, oh well). Invited the my school friends and loves plus also college friends over. Okay, I got to admit, I ATE A LOT AND I LOVE ALL THE FOODS! OMG! hahaha!

the girls and i ♥

The next day "chor 6" I rushed to the shopping mall to get GF's birthday gift. Then i rushed off to Peks place at 5PM. Oh yeah. Peks gave me this before CNY but I was too happy so I open it in front of her and got a whacking on the head (deserved it hahaha!).

you got or not? hehehe! kidding LOL!!

Then rush off to GF's party. Lovely one at Klang Club (:

Then, hahaha! rush back (cause scare no transport) to Cheryl Ong's place at 9.30PM. It was an absolute rushing rushing day HAHAHA! :X

Sunday, rest my ass and back to college on Monday. Another good story! Good things only happen to good people (KIDDING!! I'm saying, I'm not good; no worries. hahaha!) In my first morning class I manage to concentrate 50% of what my lecture's talking by drawing it out and in my second class in the afternoon, I skipped class! Okay.. that's not the truth, I choose the Friday class cause my class split into two. So what I did since I have no class? Movie at MBO, Viva obviously! hahaha! Watched 'Ah Beng The Movie' with brother, Wei Chien, Princess and Sylvia which we later then went for a little snack at 'Shilin' and 'Come Buy'! Oh yeah, the movie was 8.5 over 10! Good one (:

Because the next day (Tuesday) I didn't have classes, I went for the gathering with my schoolmates which was at nigh. So fun. Long time didn't meet them (:

And since Tuesday was 31st of the month, brother buy back...

I KNOW I KNOW! *SCREAMS!* Like ages since I had this last.

Here's what I did yesterday. I went present hunting for beloved Vivi's birthday party which is going to be on the coming Sunday and I went for movie. The Viral Factor? Yeah. It was cool. Over 10, it's an 8.5. Also, because of that movie, it got me realizing so many things. Things that I saw and feel; things that woken me up and allow me to know the truth about life in depth. I believe, everything happened for a reason; thank you so much movie (:

Oh ya.. before I end my post right here right now, Mr.PM gave all students angpao right?

Generously 200MYR... to buy books :D

That's all yo; thank you ♥
(someone gave me something too... i just can't recall who and what)

Here We Go!

2012-02-02T16:50:00.009+08:00

Good 10 working days that I managed to survive. Truthfully, when I work, I always see something which I don't wish to see. I dislike the feeling because sometimes I see unpleasant things which is bad for my eyes and heart basically (yeah, for a selfish reason).

Of course I will survive, there are so many new people and also college friends. It's sort of a win win situation. I work as promoter-like, sell CNY stuffs. It was, can say, overall is absolute fun (:

This are the some pictures we taken insanely!

There are others but... I couldn't find it at the moment. Oh well. That's about it. The pain, the rain, the fun, the laugh, the sulk, the moments we lived (:

nuff said. rewind. play.

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 56)

2012-01-30T03:47:00.003+08:00

Just because knowing you was by fate. I'm sorry if I've abandon you for such a long time. I hope it fades. Time passes us by so fast and perhaps, I'm just waiting for the right time. Thank you (:

Are you tired ? Are you still waiting?

I'll update ASAP (:

To Stop | 중지하려면

2012-01-19T01:33:00.004+08:00

I've been silly, I'm insecure but that doesn't mean I'm faking it. Being misjudged can hurt sometimes. Because I play so much doesn't mean I do not take most things seriously. I can assure you that you are just wasting your time. I don't want to waste my whole time saying and telling you things that you will never understand.

People tell you things, so what? Can you help? What is your limitation? So, is there any boundaries? Pushing yourself and hoping you are there but you have zero gain. Are you satisfied in what you are doing? Are you getting what you think you at LEAST should be getting or perhaps the question is: all this, is it worth everything you have done? Keeping your option open, but people ain't taking you seriously; so, what's the point in that?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE ABOUT? Merely consisting of only FEELINGS, EMOTIONS and THOUGHTS?

This time the job I'm working on is really an eye opening and when I say eye opening, I really meant like dang freaking serious about EYE OPENING for me. I mean generally; people who come and go. I've seen, been there, done that, heard much and regain more stuffs. In such society, you got to keep yourself alert. Do what you can do for now and be the very best you think you can be. Don't get everyone feel so miserable because of your stupid act. Don't pull down a hypo with you because even if you can swim, you will ended up drown.

I guess rules are meant to be broken in all situation but sometimes, the consequences doesn't fall on you because simply, it's NOT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. Sometimes it should be done that way and sometimes it's just a desire, the urge, the hunger or perhaps the eagerness to perform the particular act without thinking about others. Blaming isn't wise but knowing the fault was you, that would be best if you realize it early. Everyone including you and I did mistakes but the pass is already the past. Accusing isn't helpful but yet, to be smart not to repeat the same mistake again. To hold the less in use emotion is a waste of your energy; hats down.

Look at yourself. I could say you can do better, gain better, own better but what can you say when it comes to feelings right? Wrong! Because of feelings you are being foolish. One said regarding about time, we are NOT running out of time, we are just waste those moment we could be living for a good time. You control basically most of everything but sometimes, you just left things go easily.

Perhaps it doesn't fit well the way it should be. Don't get too complicated with others who are partially broken because it's too fragile to be handle. Just a mindset that should be implant in you: everything starts with yourself. Appreciate what doesn't stand on the way but gain the experience from the block puzzle challenge! :D

Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man. No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings.

- John F. Kennedy

"It goes on..."

forgotten | 잊고

2012-01-17T01:42:00.004+08:00

Many question being ask but yet no answer to be sold. To eat slow or to eat fast? To wait or the other way around? To converse in journey or to sit silently watching out the window? To feel sorry for being a lousy friend or to ignore the fact that no one understands it?

Sometimes, the words unspoken doesn't mean it doesn't being felt. Sometimes, the feeling that have been felt doesn't mean it should be spoken. Sometimes it's best to left things untold and feeling to keep aside. Feeling suffocated, being lost, no one to seek and no one to open up to.

I know being troublesome is really burden but back realizing the burden you bring, that feeling really kind of sucked. Imagine if you go places with another and meet someone familiar, back fire asking you "what are you doing here, seriously?". Sometimes you can't help it but to feel not belonged. How to feel belong? Force it? Scream it? The list goes on. What can one feel being in such position? How does it effect aftermath?

Words are poison. Some might not mind, some might and some might as well just pretend what's best for situation. Actions are damage make to regret for the rest of your life. A simple move could ruin the whole picture. Some words said couldn't be repeated but the meaning is just the same and it is the same for the act to be committed for all responsibility asserted.

Being belong is being comfortable, being reasonable and being appreciated. Perhaps the problem is in me. I could not feel belong in here. It's so easy. So the question is, do you feel comfortable being with people who are constantly so themselves which often to forget their root being in another shoes?

I'm not used to the jokes, I'm not being myself and I personally felt so much bad in me that causes so much stress arise that leads to much negative thoughts. To bring out the best in others but the worst in me; just assume like this: I, selfishly am thinking only for myself. Nothing more but myself.

Come back to solution, it's either you take it, work it and suffer silently or give it up and enjoy what you are breathing for all this while. Perhaps I couldn't decode it but in hope you won't mind it and I'm so sorry for all the cause, damage and burden made. If it isn't clear, I would also say my apologies due to the lack of experience in me.

Much and uncountable happened that concludes this, so I mind as well just leave for the better good. There are so much to say but there are certain limitation to people's thoughts. If you felt it then you should reason it as well. However, if you turn it around and misunderstood it, then sorry to say that you really sucked at this game. Just keep moving on, don't waste your time questioning it.

On the other hand, thank you for being there for me always (I guess you know who you are) although you know I sucked so badly. I couldn't have make it this far without you guys.

In miss the ones that's far and long lost (':

"Partially less in use to know the reasons..."
... just need a little space to breath, to clear out thoughts.

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 55)

2012-01-14T03:34:00.002+08:00

Tell you something...

I STARTED WORKING FOR MY 10 DAYS JOB ALREADY!

Not so surprise anyway right? The job is particularly deep inside Setia Alam. I'm there for, actually.. if count today is only 8 days more to go. Been working since 12th January 2012. Did the set up on 12th. Truthfully, it was kind of funny I guess. Working with jokers surely fun right? Meet the two pretty supervisor? I am not sure what term are they but supervisors will do heh. Nice people, very flexible.

I would love to share some pictures I took but I have no idea how to bluetooth it back to my laptop. Perhaps I'll try to figure how to send it over to my laptop as soon as possible (or any kind soul out there reading this would love to help me out?).

Nothing much about daily life except I have this particular lecturer with a very small gas tank. Overall classes are very funny... so far so good. I haven't attend all because there's this subject don't have classes yet. Add drop week ends next week, so much things to do. Need to get it done before I miss this sem (being ridiculous obvious).

That's about it. Many loves. Will update soon.
OH YES, Happy One Week with you new baby toy (:
(hehehe! be being lame huh!)

you are... | 당신은 ...

2012-01-12T00:47:00.002+08:00

SO DANG BEAUTIFUL

but yet, unfixable >;
just cry your heart out. i wish you knew better.

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 54)

2012-01-07T04:22:00.002+08:00

hami pun bo kong; got ffk-ed =_= siens. on the other hand, i learnt something useful in psychology class, kinda educational. not bad (:

erm, actually... i got lots to say, must more to tell, don't know where to start and so little time. being insufficient in meals lately; talking about survival eyy? and days without you is really slower than usual.

what's on your mind? what makes you happy?

the answer is within your strenght (:

AAHHHHHHHHHH!!

2012-01-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

SUCKS LA! I thought it was 60% course work and 40% exam based kind of thing? I am so confused now. Is it like a joke? Is test, Mid terms, quizzes and tutorials course work? Okay maybe tutorials are.. BUT suppose to have assignment and or presentations only make it worth the course work isn't it? Correct me if I'm wrong because I ain't want to sign up for something useless.

I actually don't understand a whole bunch of it but I'll work it out... or war it. I'm just so lazy to say more. I ain't understanding it anyway.

I feel like screaming at empty space now, so tense >:

OPPS!

2012-01-04T17:28:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of college. I have a morning class at 9 in the morning. Such a sad fact isn't it? Morning morning of the first day back to college already morning class.

Today morning I suppose to wake up at 7AM but instead, I was woken up at 6.50AM. What a way to got me awake. My dad knock on the door saying that my brother couldn't make it to college. If he don't drive me... I am like GG.com you know because I don't know how to drive and I don't have alternative transport to college. So far for my day before my class start isn't it?

So I actually rang up a bunch of people for a ride... TO THE KP to take the 7.30AM bus. So gancheong! I don't think I would want to miss the first day of classes if you know what I mean. Add on to that, I completely forgotten to pack my bag! Imagine I got 20 minutes to pack and bathe and everything... INSUFFICIENT IN TIME OBVIOUSLY! Then my luck changed and I get a ride up all the way to college! Thank you Mathew and Angellica and sorry too! I don't mean to call up this last minute.

Attended Health Psychology class today; it was a total 3 hours class which I felt it was only like 30 minutes? Kumar's class is absolutely fun (: Later I reached home by 1PM. HOW COOL IS THAT!! hahaha! I had kind of fun (:

Somehow when I was stuck in that situation, I really hope that I got a boyfriend so he can fetch me to KP or better straight to college! Just a 5 minute thought tho d:

THIS IS IT! | 이거야!

2012-01-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

This is what I want to blog straight from my heart. But beforehand, like I said before, don't ask me anything out from my blog and it doesn't matter if you misunderstand or don't even understand to what I've posted, that's you to be the judge. I never lie on my blog; I mean how ridiculous can it be? This is my one and only blog that I really type it out and post. Everything is well said and done here.

Okay before that, I would like to thank everyone (like really EVERYONE!) who wished me on new year. I totally appreciate it and HAPPY NEW YEAR to YOU, who's reading this now. Thanks for reading! (:

A little overview on day 1 of 2012 till day 3 of 2012. I'll put up my conclusion in the end. Well basically on New Year's Eve, I followed this bunch of really insane peoples to one of the bistro in Sunway Giza. Sad to say that I wasn't feeling so well due to the environment over that place. To be honest, I felt I left out and lost due to the environment factor. I don't know, maybe I didn't like it overall due to the heavy smoke condition and the "generous" amount of peoples over there? I only drank 0.001% of the liquor given and I didn't.. how should I put this in word? Shake/dance? I'm really a wood plank. I just felt awkward. I reach home basically 3something in the morning after a Happy Meal at McDs at 2.30AM. That was my FIRST new year meal. Cool-some? *nyeheh!*

Nothing much after that but the following day, 2nd Jan 2011, I actually went to Goldcoast beach at Sepang with really enjoying peoples. I am not sure how often they go there but the place was FANTABULOUS! Yeah, beautiful place! The Golden Palm Tree Resort was... EXCLUSIVE? Like... seriously exclusive and luxurious! But I went to the beach beside it.. which was more less exclusive? Hahaha! Still beautiful okay. They went down towards the water, I didn't because my leg actually got scratch by my dog and it actually cause open wounds. I don't think I could bare the pain of adding salt water to the wound. I felt very bad when cute boy ask me to join them but being honest, I did doubt if the sea water was clean. After that, we went to this village place for dinner. Food wasn't the best but it was okay (:

3rd Jan 2012; epic day. I woke up as late as 8.45AM for cycling which I suppose to leave at 8.30AM basically. Went with enjoying peoples (minus one, add my brother). Cycled from 10plus in the morning till 1PM. It was freaking tiring! I guess I'm really old and once I am tired, all my 'liauliau' pattern with come out and then I kept ranting how tiresome was I. Then we went for lunch back at KP, food was good and later we straight went sing k! INSANE RIGHT? But I didn't sang much because I didn't know what to sing, I was really tired and I was basically interested to hear those Chinese songs they sang when I don't understand but it's good cause some songs are really good (leech and then go back download right? HAHAHA!) Truthfully, I am really (you can don't trust me) shy! I don't know why! This is not my first time like this actually. Even with my best friends (GIRLS) I'm also like that. I really love the whole idea of singing karaoke and I get really excited about it but once I'm there, I turn automatic passive. I guess I'm really lacking of boldness. Well, after karaoke, we went for dinner at one of the place at Botanic. Kim Gary does it best, hand's down! HOHOHO!

This is my main point to all the 3 days story I've typed: maybe no one mention to me but I must say that I am so very really dang super sorry. I love you guys so much but I felt so apologetic to a point that I felt that I'm wasting you guys time (especially CuteBoy). Maybe you have no idea how sorry am I and I have no idea how to express my greatest apology. I felt so troublesome to everyone, I am so anti-social and I hope I didn't make anyone felt uneasy of my presence or bring anyone's mood down. If I do, I'm so sorry and I won't do it again. You guys are so hyperactive, exciting people and fun people which kind of opposite of my personality. I'm sorry for being so worrisome on new year's eve (I really don't mean to at all points), I'm so sorry that I didn't join you guys into the sea water and I felt even more sorry when you guys didn't get to watch the ghost movie that you all wanted to cause I really dislike people forcing me to do things I dislike which I hope you guys would understand this.

If you don't think I am like that, then just assume that I'm too sensitive about myself okay? BUT beyond my dislikes and apologies, I would like to thank you for bring me out and also asking me out. To me it was really one great experience since that was my first time and I did enjoy because you guy were there (that's important). It was fun with you guys but sad to say that it doesn't work that way with me. So once again, I'm really sorry. I know my wrongs and in hope I won't repeat the same mistake. I'm such a party-sucker, I'm not so ideal to be called out.

College is like TODAY! New semester. I have no idea what to look forward to and I am worry of what's being await for me ahead. Things are getting tougher since I'm in my second year second semester now. To tell the truth, I'm not ready to kick Maths in the ass and this two months holidays is really unproductive. I haven't done most yet and some haven't done in years! I'm just too slacky and broke. In hope to improve better this year! I'll try my hardest (this time for real and for MATHS sake)!

Yeap! That's about it. Honest enough? I'm sure I missed out at some point but WTHeck. I don't feel really sad or down about things but just that I would like to 'susun 10 jari dan bersedia untuk memohon maaf' from whoever I 'singgung' cause I don't mean it at all.

Begins | 시작

2012-01-01T23:06:00.005+08:00

A little story to start off.

Once there was a caterpillar who was determine to be a butterfly! So (IDK is he or she, so I'm going to call IT') it eat the "kat zai shu" (little chinese lime plant) leaf to survive and reach it's goal.

With so much determination, the caterpillar finally reach the peak of the wall and start to hibernate.

After a total of one day, the hibernating caterpillar turns into a cocoon.

I must say that getting this far is really amusing. Take note that the cocoon is still soft (I've felt it, hehehe!) However, after a few days not bothering the cocoon, it only left it's shell.

To be surprise, it was the birth of a new life in a new year!

IT MADE IT! So beautiful! By the way, story is I make it up but the pictures are real taken by me! hehehe!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

"Hi, me is Scotty *woof*"

SO ADORABLE LITTLE BRAT; ME LOVE YOU ♥

chop | 잘라

2011-12-31T19:35:00.002+08:00

If you didn't know, here you go:

Finally it went down.
& I've got the colour done but it's not obvious only.

almost | 거의

2011-12-31T19:34:00.004+08:00

I KNOW I'VE BEEN SLACKING OFF! Well, actually not so. I've been going out much; last week of 2011 wasn't so productive at all, I mean based on what I've actually felt. Being pretty emotional on and off. To be honest, it was really worst compared to the Korean Dramas. Mood swing terribly.

Anyway, tears shed with no regret (I mean like I felt better so why no?) so nothing much. It was only like tops an hour? I don't know what do you call that as. That is not the point isn't it? hahaha! Truthfully, I felt like... 2011 wasn't the greatest I've ever lived in (can't compared to my glory days in 2006/07 and 2008/09) yeah, break few legs back then HAHAHA! not real leg leg if you know what I mean.

Before I come back to today, I would just simply sum up what I remembered so far and trust me, I can't remember much. So here we go: after attending the mini grand concert, invited by Wai How, I went out with my beloved BFFs Juanjuan and Hunney for a K-Session. It was... FUN. Normally I don't sing much normally but that day I was pumped with energy from my vocal cord. True story man.

Actually I'm not sure what I did beside going out kai kai with Hunney and went out with Chun Fai to Kota Damansara for a car ride (hahaha! so call) that day. Oh I want out with my son and part time boyfriend too to Levain. Erh... I really can't remember.. OH!! YES! Meet up with my beloved schoolmate (juniors) at Cafe 1986. That's about it I guess. I really couldn't recall much. A little looking forward to new year. Did I go Sunway... I really can't recall LOL!!

OH!! WAIT! Did I mention that I work at Groupon too? I can't recall when anyway. HAHAHA! OH WAIT! Did I tell you that I chopped off my hair... and and redye it!? Okay.. I'll post another one later or something? LOL!! OH! I went Genting too! It's all coming back to me now... good eyy (:

work Groupon

in Genting

Christmas eve dinner at Modesto (this is Beer, yes)

Lunch date with my two favourite crazy and funny friends <3

I went and hunt costume with Chun Fai, I wore this. hahaha! haha... hah ._.

Lunch with the boys at Levain.

Today is the last day of 2011; *pish~* I can now say "I've breath then, I've live then and I've rock then" what say you right? Erm.. hahaha! Personally, I would say that I've not listen to myself well when I know myself that I could do better. If I slack lesser, in return I would achieve more. However, I do not regret being lazy (not that I'm proud of myself being that way) just a thought of it would digest the reality right?

I didn't achieve any resolution this year because I didn't have one beforehand. Seeing and breathing 2011, I thought to myself after couples of opinion that says "Hey! What's life without a point to start with" and "You wouldn't fail it if you don't try to succeed it; just keep your hopes low but high enough to reach it" which it kind of makes all sense to it.

So this is my resolution for the first 4 month of the year:

To my dearest subject MATHEMATICS,
YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME RIGHT!? I JUST NEED A (C) TO MOVE FORWARD. DON'T FAIL ON ME YET! JUST GIVE ME A FREAKING PASSING MARK!

With warm regards,
Myself.

Oh oh and this too:

To my ~~dearest~~ MATH LECTURER,
STOP FORGETTING WHAT YOU TEACH OR SAID, I AIN'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN... AGAIN!

Thanks,
Your honest student.

After the 4th month of the year, I would like a Boyfriend (this is a joke you know right?), a holiday trip, to be wiser, to go yoga, to be bold, to be happy-er, to get a tattoo (small one will do, I fear pain too), to be less-forgetful, to be rebellious, to be crazier, to be smarter (i'll work hard for it), to think lesser, to cry lesser, to enjoy more, to berkamcheng more with my friends all over Malaysia & to be me! There's more I guess but WTHeck, I'll get to the point anyway; LOL!

Well basically, that's about it isn't it? What is your New Year resolution? Don't get like "HOLIDAY TO UK" while you are only earning 1.5K a month, please wake up but.. I WAS JUST KIDDING! hehehe!

OH CRAP! I ALMOST FORGOTTEN THIS:

To be honest, I forgotten a lot more >:

That's all about New Year's Eve; many love from me (:

Star Live Concert | 음악회

2011-12-20T04:46:00.005+08:00

Okay, I'm going to make a quick update for a little while. As you can see on the title, this is my second concert I've been to. The first one was MTV World Stage in 2010 and this. I actually have no idea what this concert about and I totally have no idea this concert existed. Anyhow, thanks to Waihow (my brother) I got more exposure. It was a good thing I went. Although all the way I didn't catch every word they said and sang, but it was truly smooth voices to my ears.

Honestly, it was pretty tiring to stand and do nothing except waiting (worst than working) but I believe it's worth all sweat and leg pains? LOL! I saw many famous artist like Aaron Yan (Fahrenheit), there's Della Ding Dang, Alexander (formerly from Korean boy band, U-Kiss) and rest I don't know but look freaking good looking.

Anyway, I had hard time uploading the pictures because too many are blur and not pleasant looking pose. I'm only going to upload few here for the blog but rest you can check it out on my Facebook, if you are in my friend list of course (:

Yeap, that's about it. Till the next post then (:

thank you | 감사합니다

2011-12-17T02:34:00.001+08:00

After long consideration (not so long actually), I decided not to continue working till the end of the month. Too much deceiving and too much sincerity. Honestly, I learn quite a bunch of things in this job. I wasn't suppose to even start this job in the first place but last minute replacement really open my eyes to the society.

The job payment (maybe because my agent is a little cheapskate) was seriously low but that doesn't really matter because I accepted the job because I wanted to waste my time and to gain some experience too. However being deceived isn't cool at all. Not cool man.

It was an easy job no doubt, flexible. The people who works at the shop was really nice and friendly. It's sort of fun in a bored way. Overall, wasn't that sucky... in the shop not in the booth. The booth is serious boring.

Jay Chou pattern liau liau

look abit like JUNHO XD

sylvia (:

US! :DD

we have reach to the PiTSTOP. Thank you so so so much (:

happy? | 행복? : D

2011-12-15T02:23:00.003+08:00

I guess it's okay to celebrate once in awhile without any special date or memories to celebrate on right? Life got to stay happy, that's the goal. Anyway, 2 days ago, we got this 2KG durian cake. Very good. Durian is we buy but we ask someone else to bake the cake for us. Delicious, okay. I'm resisting it because it's midnight. So my bro "decided" to get the cake for my parents, my dad got the durians, my mum pays for the cake and my little bro gave in the idea on the word on the cake while I... did my EATING DUTY! :D

Actually, I didn't know anything about the cake thingy, it was really more like a surprise cake for me instead; really. I FEEL SO TOUCHED! hahaha! I'm really just joking (:

So anyway, I was going thought my 4 piece of pictures until I saw other really weird? creative? I don't know what you call it. A total of 22 alien pictures were taken by my little brother.

I know jie don't understand what you where taking...

... but in the future I hope I will be more attentively when you laugh and say "HAHAHAHA!! I took a picture of the *sensor*" while using the camera TT_TT

The LEAST clearer one and smallest (too graphic)

That's all; TTYL ♥

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 53)

2011-12-10T22:16:00.003+08:00

Just something I would like to share with you guys. This happen when dinner time.

Mum: *look at my brother* Tomorrow in the afternoon, cook this then fry rice very nice.
Bro: Okay.
Me: Why him eat?
Mum: What? Tomorrow after swimming come back sure hungry one la, you think he don't need to eat?
Me: *grin & laugh in joking manner* No need one la, he God lai de ma.
Mum: *look at me* NO, you are the one God.
Me: *SHOCK!* Why I am God?
Mum: Cause you are the one who doesn't eat.

OH NO! MY MUM KNOWS I'M A GOD! Now everyone can call me God too HAHAHA XD

Busy | 바쁜

2011-12-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

Hello hello hello! Missed me? ..... Yeah I figure that too. Hahaha! Anyway, it's good to be back on my blogging feet! It's not that i didn't or don't, just that lately been busy doing some things.

Before that, I would like to thanks those who gave me a piece of your mind (advice;hahaha!) and to those who did give much concern. Love you guys so much. I'm better now. Standing high, walking fine. Not really much of a sick I guess? Just a little unwell, on and off. Holiday sick, I'm totally fine now (hope I don't jinx it).

I know it's been a week since I last updated. I'm PARTLY (only partly.. fine!) lazy but I was really doing real stuff. HAHAHA! Friday (2nd Dec) was really rough, suppose to join for a movie i ended up didn't go due to emergency matter and on Saturday, Sunday and Monday I was working. Just a 3 day work. Was good working again. Really tiring siting at home doing nothing. Working that 3 days was really fun. Kind of easy job, good pay but I feel very useless because not much work to do. My supervisor (I can't remember his face tho I saw him many times, BAD ISN'T IT?) was really pity on his last day of working with us. Long story but show you guys some pictures (:

me being hiao-fied :D

Okay, if you ever wonder what is that white piece I'm wearing; yes, it's a skirt and if you wonder why it's the shortest among the rest? Because of my height obviously. Hahaha! Trust me, it's pretty uncomfortable in that piece of thing.

After working for 3 days, my feet my body and my mind obviously gave in. Then I start working on my friend's blog. On Thurday (8th Dec) I went for 'New Year's Eve'! Yea, really! This one:

8 Half/10

Yayaya~ it's a really nice movie. It's worth watching it, very valuable piece of movie. Follow up on Friday the next day, I went for Arthur Christmas.

8 Half/10

Arthur Christmas is funny! Really! Also another movie that portrays good values. I loved it. Awesome movies :D

That's about it, nothing much. OH! Lately, I've been talking to some with problems. I think I should do this often (open hotline) but sad to say, I can't remember what you all said already. HAHAHA! Will do update soon ya *yawn*

Imma happy kid :D

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 52)

2011-12-01T19:37:00.004+08:00

The reason why I want to work so badly is because I didn't want to stay at home, I don't want to go out and I don't want to sleep until so late. I don't want to worry about anything except my work. I want to forget about sad things, work until tired and then sleep and next day work again. I want to work 7 days a week, work until I forget the feeling of excitement. I just want to forget all the pain inside of me.

I'm so useless; seriously. Like dang useless. SO SMALL THING ALSO I CAN'T even do. What greater else I can perform? No courage.

It's not always about the money.
Because a holiday sound so impossible, better to work isn't it?
Only the dark grey sky will ever know the reason why *cries!*

The Apple | 애플

2011-12-01T03:26:00.003+08:00

I got a secret and I want to share it with you. Yeah, YOU! Yes you there. Come closer. Closer some more *look around*. Well, you must promise me not to tell anyone. Promise? No no.. you can't say yes only. Say 'Promise' back, only sincere! That's right. How about pinky finger? What's the secret eyy you ask? Well *koffkoff*...

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I ATE BBQ Plaza again! Hahaha!!

Not sure if it's good for health because within 2 weeks time I ate like 3 times already. Anyway, I went with *excitedvoice* my beloved Wabo (Vincent Goh) and.. *normalvoice//koffkoff* Terry. HAHAHA! I sayang Terry too... as friends! (:

Later I followed Mr.HooWeiChien to Sunway to catch a movie! Weehee~ So excited! Fun leh! I really loved very late night movies. However, I'm not excited because it was a late night movie, excited because get to see Ms.Chee *claphandsexcitedly* :DDD

Anyway, we watched "You Are the Apple of My Eye (那些年，我們一起追的女孩)" you know? It's a superb movie! Out of 10, I'll give it a 11! Actually I can give it a 12 but the ending a little... okay la. Being generous, 11 half out of 10! :D

Normally I am not a huge fan of Chinese movies due to my lack of understanding in the language; however, this movie is really awesome! I believe you won't regret watching the movie. I was this close *showcloseness* to cry again in the cinema! I wanted to cry the part when they both (main actress and main actor) crying. It is sad but not so sad but I have the tendency to cry along when people cry. I feel the sadness.

PS: That main actor really freaking look like Ivan Ong no kidding. Not in pictures tho but in the movie! To Ivan, I now only realize how cute you are! hahaha! Joking :X

oh yeah, MUMMY CAME BACK :D

To Pause. | 일시 정지합니다.

2011-11-30T03:50:00.004+08:00

Come to think, I went out the whole week last week. On Thursday after Twilight on Wednesday, I went Aeon for J-Card Day to get some household stuff and later at night, went to Tong's house for BBQ (I think it was for fun, no reason). I swear roasted marshmallow tasted so awesome like always (:

After that on Friday, I went BBQ Plaza... AGAIN; yes! hahaha!! But this time I went with my Sayang, SuSu and my Hunny, Alyce ♥ love them to bits!! (: And because I felt really depress cause I couldn't go and see my boys, 2PM, I went for 'Happy Feet 2' with a bunch of happy peoples at MBO and later then we went to 'Playground' (a cafe in Bukit Tinggi) for yumcha. Honestly, the lemon tea (hot) tasted really sour, so I got no choice but to drink it at a really slow pace. I don't dare to drink cold things because I was still coughing but I have no idea why they wanted to go back so badly. That night was really kinda suffering, bloated with the sour lemon tea. I put 5 packs of sugar already by the way. I don't want to drink finish at first but I was tempted I really have no idea why. Hahaha, silly me huh?

My rating? 7/10 cause there's a part of the story was really about nothing but I almost (ALMOST ONLY) cried in the cinema (OKAYYY... my eyes was watery already) because there's one part when he sing to his father, SO TOUCHING OKAY, REALLY!

Saturday nothing and Sunday was family day! We went out and watch 'Puss in Boots' woohoo! So funny! I loved it so much! I know I said that to most cartoons. I like cartoons! Hahaha! Oh, I watch it in 3D; super cool! Okayyy, I sound like some kid now and later we went to Starbucks (:
I love family outing, happy (:

8/10! (:

Before I go any further, let me show you 2PM's Hands Up Concert pictures in Malaysia. Although I didn't go (don't have to remind me, it's really really depressing, seriously) I got all these pictures from a group in Facebook. It's all about 2PM. If you are a 2PM fan, you should totally check this out. Click here. All credit (I mean the pictures) to the fans there! Plus they even share the videos! Hottest are superB and fast! Really, like within 1-2 hours after the event, many videos updated and shared! Really HOTTEST are so HOT! (:

They leave Korea to Malaysia (this is Nichkhun; ahhh, adorable!)

Arrival hall in Malaysia (Wooyoungie)

The next day they have this press conference and private Hi-5 Session with 2PM at the KL Hilton Hotel (ya, they stayed there)

And the following are some of the concert pictures on 25th November 2011

They left the next day at 10PM. Really sad, hope they come back next year; I'll surely go for sure (:

BUT BUT for now, I'm going to get something (:

Oh this part! I'm moved. I want to thank someone for something although I am still unsure and I don't know the reason to why I'm even being thank for in the first place. This is a small secret but maybe a small certain of you might already know it, so let's just keep it this way within and among us. I have my own reason to why I want it to be unknown. I hope you guys would understand and respect my decision.

However, the reason to why I actually open up this topic publicly because from the bottom of my heart, I really feel honoured and thankful for this gift. Seriously. I do not lie in my blog because it's my blog, I got nothing to lie (people who knew me better will know why I mention about this trust issue, hahaha!). I don't know if that someone will read this because it's totally in English but I just want you to know that I am really really thankful, so thank you very much. I really appreciate it a lot.

One thing I wouldn't hide is that person is a guy (because if it's a girl then it would be really really awkward, really! hahaha. although I constantly call myself MAN but I'm seriously a straight person hahaha!) He actually sew this with help from some others I wouldn't mention but I too feel very thankful that you all would actually do this. Loved the 'Thank You Card' although I didn't quite understood it due to some factor, sorry to say hahaha! But I felt it was really meaningful after you explained it. The first thing I noticed when I open the gift was the scent of it. To be honest, yes, I am sensitive to perfume and certain other smell but the smell of the perfume really smell good; like dang good those kind.

I notice this was actually hand made when I first saw the stitching. I'm really impressed and touched after all you have done, like seriously you guys have NO CLUE how hard is it to make me feel this touched. Truthfully, I didn't hug it or press it hard (I actually just held it lightly) because I was really afraid that the stitching might fall apart or burst and the whole thing just ruin, so I only touched it like twice? but but I read the card many time because I find it a little challenging to read it. I'm trying to preserve the scent cause I really liked the smell a lot. In the end, like I said it; I feel that I do not deserve getting something like this because if you knew me better, you would have know the reason. I'm just too overwhelmed and I felt really grateful. I would totally remember (based on what you said in our conversation) and you really made me happy. Yeah, I won't be sad nor am I ever going to be.

So, once again, thank you very much and also thank you to those who helped out too. I really didn't expect it, seriously (:

Last but not least, I want to tell another person something! Hahaha! Kind of emo a bit. I know this person will read it for sure but I don't know when you will read this. Anyway, I don't expect for anything because I myself don't what I want or perhaps I want nothing? So here it goes:

I don't know what you are thinking or even hoping for but I want to say that I'm really sorry because I didn't find you for quite sometimes now and honestly, we didn't even talk the last time we meet. Many times I wanted to ask you out and also to fulfil things that I've mention before (just to assure you that I meant every word I said) or to even find you on IM for a simple conversation, but I don't know how to ask you, I don't know how to start saying it and perhaps I was really scare of your replies. I want to tell you how sorry and silly am I for being such a bad friend and to thank you for being there when I needed someone the most, that really touched my heart (those days I mean but when I realize it, it was perhaps too late). Maybe you wouldn't understand this (not going to state the topic here) but I'm really sorry that I lied to ONE THING I said in the past. I don't know what caused the distance; maybe it's my fault, and although I hardly show and didn't admit my true emotion to you previously but it's always there because of you hahaha! Truthfully, at times I do miss the talks on the phone but I guess you are far happier now with new friends. For being silly and childish with me once, infinity thank you to you buddy (:

The truth is finally out. I just thought you should know that I meant it when I said that I'll be there for you, always; as promised. Really, I do (:

Conversation One | 회화 1

2011-11-28T21:16:00.004+08:00

This part of our conversation where I find cute boy at his cutest moment in our conversation. We were talking about eating something need to use hands to eat and so the conversation goes like this...

Then you wonder if it ends there? NO. I caught him doing this sometimes...

HILARIOUS RIGHT? It's okay, I 143 you too... my version HAHAHA!!

PS: No one was hurt in the process except Alson; KIDDING!
PSS: All the above is just a joke. Nothing is real!
PPSS: We go Snowflake together next time okay. Sayang cute boy (:

the light | 빛을.

2011-11-24T04:06:00.004+08:00

Twilight! I went for the special premier screening thingy (the one where you can watch one day earlier those kind) on 23rd November 2011 at night. Movie starts at 9.15PM. It was at Curve's Cathay Cineplex.

My brother got the ticket from Nuffnang.

Honestly, I'm not a Twilight fan but after watching the movie, I want red eyes and smiles like Edward Cullen and Bella Swan! hah! Movie influence heh? Before the movie, we went for dinner (Subway). Oh, Curve is really a pretty place. There's this walk way where you don't have to worry no food to eat, just worry financially. hahaha! Plus they're putting up the Christmas decoration, simply pretty (:

Strangely, we find our way to Curve but lost a little on our way home. Although I went that area before couple of times. I really couldn't remember how to go back ._. where we went?

Mount Kiara; heh (:

Kays; lots of love from me to you. I want to drift off to meet Edward Cullen in dreamland (Sorry Bella) hahaha! OH! Remember to watch Twilight *it's really nice* (:

For Love | 사랑을 위해서라면

2011-11-23T02:07:00.005+08:00

It's Wednesday already! Week 3 of holiday... SO FAST! and I'm ber-mushroom-ing at home... STILL! Oh wait, before I continue my story, I forgotten to mention I went (oh well, sort of la) clubbing after prom last Saturday; my 4th time going club. Let me not mention which club cause that was the suckiest one I ever went. SO PACK, SO CROWDED (maybe because it was a Saturday, so many people) and and I SWEAR the dance floor was moving. How scary and dangerous right? Luckily I went back within 1 hour plus time, I just kaypo want to see the place only actually hahaha! Interior? NOT BAD AT ALL! Quite pretty; the toilet there is way brighter than any others I went before hahaha! Didn't drink tho, was still coughing at that time (was a good move for not drinking; alcohol sucked anyway)

Anyway, Monday was a lovely day. Despite still under recovery process, I went for BBQ Plaza! OH SO EPIC! My cravings gone! Woohoo, sweet pay back for being sick so long! Went with Peks, Sylvia, cute girl Alisha (which I knew recently) and my brother.

Thank God I didn't listen to Peks ordering extra! I swear I couldn't finish it >_<

After 2 hours of BBQ-ing, we went for Starbucks! Was a turnover, bad. Shouldn't drink one of those while I'm still coughing. But it was so tempting okay! Couldn't bother much (or think long before I even start ordering one).

Oh wait! BBQ Plaza was 3PM but in the morning I went to the bank and then went for a walk at Petaling Street! So freaking near to college woots! Call me Ulu but that was my first time going there. Place was grand! Everyone is selling something at most of the area. Good exposure! See the world with my eyes :D

And late evening (I think about 7 something) I couldn't tahan any longer, I fell asleep till 10PM. I didn't even know that my mum came back from work and after she sleep only I woke up (that's because I didn't sleep the night before).

Next day Tuesday 22nd November, I went out with my girlfriend, Eileen yo! Long time no see her, dang miss her loh. Finally an outing with her. Fun ya! As usual I woke up late. OH OH! We went back to school to collect our STPM Certificate (thank god they didn't state F on my cert); I wanted to say Hi to Pn.JJ, other teachers and stuff but it was school holiday so I don't think (I hope too!) that they are in school because if they were, I can kill myself for not finding for them.

After that, Eileen and I went to Sunway Pyramid! woots! OH OH OH!! Very excited, sorry! Hahaha! We went for lunch together at Sakae Sushi right, I ate cold noodles! YA, AFTER SO MANY MONTHS OF CRAVINGS! Not the best but it was so dang good! I totally loved it! I'm going to marry people who can make good hand-make cold noodles (or boy who can cook for me cause I'm a total lazy-ass when it comes to cooking)! Okay, I was just kidding. After that, we went for shopping (I did window shopping) and then, I had ice-cream. I feel such an ass! I know I'm sick yet I ate the ice-cream. NO MORE till I'm fully recovered! Trust me! Hahaha! I know, quite untrustworthy. At least I get to meet Eileen (:

Later in the evening, we, family and I celebrated baby brother's birthday. Well, not so much of a baby after all. He grown so fast! 10 years pass really fast. Honestly, when I see the joy in his eyes, I know living 10 years of my life with him (although most of the times is like thunder storm at home) it was all worth it. If you get to see what I saw at that moment: pure innocent of the meaning of little happiness in life. Truly satisfying (:

Ice-cream cake; Opps!

Guess what? Willis did this meal (:

His birthday is on the 23rd but we decided to celebrate it early for him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDO♥ :D

Another birthday wish goes out to my sayang, Jimetra Yogarajah! *I still remember that time I ask what's your dad's name; EPIC FAIL ME!* hahaha!

May God always bless you and I will always ♥ you (: I also hope God bless me too! So my cough could recover faster cause I want to go for cycling, jogging, swimming, theme park-ing, outing and etc etc. hahaha! Serious seriously!

In hope everyday is a bright and shiny sunny day! 8D

what am i doing? | 내가 무슨 생각을 하는거야?

2011-11-21T06:37:00.002+08:00

after a long hiatus due to sick *well not that long since i was only sick for a week plus; hah!* i just got nothing to blog beside being sick. anyway, i went out previous saturday night (19th Nov 2011) *& TO REGAIN MY SOCIAL LIFE! joking* for college's prom night! classy tho the theme was quite... i think it's just confusing? everyone wore similarly except for a few but NO WARDROBE MALFUNCTION, THANK YOU. food was so so, decoration was... i have no idea. hahaha! show was good, good host, great peoples, overall was absolute fantastic.

i wanted to wait for others people so i can steal it or something but some are kinda slow, i upload with whatever i have at the moment. anyway, hey! the best pictures stays in facebook right? i was just joking. here are the pictures (:

this last picture is for BABYPINK&HoneyAlyce; so sad you guys are not here with me.

before i end my post for the day, there's something i want to introduce to you all. say hello to...

SCOTTY!

adorable little thing huh? welcome to the family cutie ♥ we love you a lot Scotty. got him back home last week saturday, he's 7 months old. in hope you will stay with us for a long time! last but not least, taking care cutie need to pay a little "price" but nothing serious tho.

will update as soon as i'm doing real kind of activities *like hanging out! hohoho* or working (you want to hire me as your part time lover? taken hahaha!) TTYL (:

back! | 뒤로!

2011-11-20T03:48:00.002+08:00

MY COUGH IS DONE! It's worst than working and now, I OATH TO WORK! Well, with condition people would want to hire me (and me not being picky) hahaha! I'm just kidding. Let me enjoy my holiday! I don't think I'm fated to work this term. I'm still weak. Hah! Okay you know that's excuses *blahblahblah!*

Anyway, THANK YOU EVERYONE for your concern! I absolutely adore you, like you and love you this big! Thanks for all your words of encouragements! I don't give a dang, I'm heading to the nearest BBQ Plaza(s)!

It's time to gain back my social life! Been a dull and sulky one. I'll update more *crossheart!hah!*

have a blasting weekend alright ♥

Monthly | 월별.

2011-11-15T12:59:00.002+08:00

Let me post a quick post. on 11.11.11, I actually forgotten to tell you guys that it was Pepero Day (it was the same day I got sick badly and went to the doctors). If you been reading my blog since.. few year back I guess, then you will know what Pepero Day is but if you are new, Pepero Day (also known as Choc Stick Day) is a day that has taken off in South Korea; given mostly by young Koreans as an expression of their affection.

Pepero looks like this:

or the japanese version

or or... the malaysia version

I guess I could celebrate it later right? hahaha! I love Pepero, just that... I unable to eat hard food at the moment. Oh ya! Before I forget! LOL! Today is 14th November right? It's Movie Day ya. The day when lovers go for a movie; I guess if you are single you could always watch with a friend or something? idk. Don't forget to watch ya (;

Have a lovely day everyone (:

cough | 기침

2011-11-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

*cough...coughcoughcough...coughcoughcoughcoughcoughcoughcough!!!!coughcough*

seriously, the cough didn't go away.. the ONLY SICK that DIDN'T WENT AWAY! how? tell me what to do? oh God, give me a sign; any sign, stop sign.. whatever sign? cough is like ~~silent~~ LOUD killer!

thank you for all your concerns and some... take me not serious, thanks. thanks for your remedies, i'll definitely try (:

on the other hand, i'm in quite a depress mode; i guess my social life have been screwed! i feel like the more medicine i intake, the blur-er i become; can't differentiate day and night, time and date. holidays are killing me, i have no idea where are my friends... perhaps busy with... actually, i have no idea what am i doing beside resting and sleeping whole day causing my back to ache. seriously.

what can be done over the holidays? from what where i stand, i could only see:
1) work!
2) stay at home do NOTHING! (except housework)
3) stay sick!
4) go on a holiday.
5) plan a date?
6) go crazy with your buddies.
7) play game? idk.
8) catch a movie/ sing k

i feel like telling you things... talk to you for hours about nothing but idk. maybe... maybe i just need a hug >:

i'll just wait.
i know i can't but i just want to have a full-mountain-high-spoon of nutella >:

sick | 아프

2011-11-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thank Susu, Alyce (hunney), Vivien, Sylvia, Pek Kuan... who else? For replying my message and help me to find people to replace me work. I'm sorry to trouble you guys because seriously, I didn't expect that my sick would become this so very worst.

Secondly, I would want to say I'm so so so sorry to make you guys worry. Honestly, I thought my sickness would cure as I took very early prevention. My fever shoot up till 38°C (that's my second highest record as my highest one is 38.8°C during NS time) which was so bad. Should have see the doctor's face expression "OH, 38°C sangat tinggi ni" even my mum said "oh? I only 37°C and you 38°C? Very High!". On top of that, I'm suffering over the cough and my whole body is aching. I guess the worst part about my illness is my body ache and the fever because it really causing me sleepless night. Kind of suffering, I guess it's more suffering than working.

Best part I guess is when I sleep yesterday night, hoping I would sweat and heal faster but surprisingly, it was a super cold night... without aircond nor fan. Instead, my sick got even worst compared to the day before. Boring already. Missing everything in my life, perhaps... just perhaps I'm not fit to work this semester break.

EVERYONE, please take care ya! Please don't get sick like I do >:

one more time | 한 번만 더

2011-11-11T18:53:00.002+08:00

Well hello there,
HAPPY 111111 TO YOU YO!

That's first! hahaha! Yesterday was quite an unlucky day, I suddenly got so sick. To add on to that, I went clubbing again with college friends. Well, not my favourite activity by far; I prefer those extreme activities better, more beneficial. However, a little social exposure is good also isn't it? Doesn't matter but after clubbing, my cough went worst. I mean how can it not turn worst isn't it? I drank those alcoholic drinks which are COLD. Just that I controlled the intake of it. I tried to reduce the ice and drink more coke (which I did, pretty productive eh?). Alcoholic drinks doesn't taste pleasant and best part I don't know how to dance. It's okay, friend's birthday isn't everyday; hah! Thank God huh? LOL!! joking.

I reach home about 6.30AM; Okay, very worrisome, I know. Sorry parents but it was better I came home that late because you know the driving after alcohol consumed. It was best to reduce it before driving. Saw friends drunk; 2 words, SO UNEXPECTED! The scene was... more people should come and help us out, hahaha! Joking joking.

Anyway, almost died today because I slept at 8AM and I woke up with a really BAD body ache, really dang bad those kind. On top of that, fever attack out from no where, was really suffering. I guess, it was worst than being drunk. Luckily now I'm much better but just now, fever was really bad. It got my whole body ache, headache; could say that partially my whole body was like numb. I guess this is what happen if you don't take care of yourself eh? LOL!!

I wish I have the pictures with me but unfortunately, I couldn't take my camera into the club. SAD and also, you wouldn't want to see those faces after clubbing hours; really bad d:

till then, TTFN ♥

just once | 단 한번

2011-11-10T06:46:00.003+08:00

WEEEEHEEE!! Finally I'm back blogging again after a long hiatus! Feels good and feels like I'm back on track. Not bad; smells good, hahaha! Seriously, I was just joking. Changed my crappy panda blogskin, didn't think that I could make it to this stage. Was thinking of taking more time off to redo this whole blog-skin. Missing a couple things still (as you can see on your left, missing those blog buddies) but nothing big, I'll get those done A.S.A.P. Feel free to roam and click around, not sure what you might find (but nothing much anyway) hahaha!

Where and what have I done lately? Honestly, not much progress. Lazy to blog the past so I'll randomly sum up what I remembered. First; my short semester! It was *by far* the BEST short semester ever (if i don't screw my papers; so worrisome). I made new friends, learn new things; overall it was all about the fun! This is what I did so far:

Not to least mention about the assignments and also presentations. I think there are more I haven't blog about but let bygone be bygone right? hahaha! I'm just saying it because I'm pure lazy that's all. Suddenly when I'm blogging, I lost all my words. I guess, I'll find it... LATER or something (I like it if it's something; lazy mode) hah! I used to have so much to tell and type about.

OH OH! I got a confession to make. Just to make things clear and to tell you what you should know.

I just want to say that I'm sorry to what I've told you before and all the, perhaps, unpleasant things that you wouldn't want to hear or read. It is not the truth but yes, I did it on purpose over my own selfishness. If you knew me better maybe we wouldn't ended up in this stage. Our friendship is finally growing further apart as it already was. Constantly I try to find words or even excuses to explain but nothing is done nor even an alphabet couldn't reach out to you. I lost all words before I could even say on what I have no idea to tell, LOL! I don't think there are more to said if you wouldn't speak as I completely do not understand the silence in between. I was lying to myself and I guess the hardest part was to hold back myself from falling any deeper. I guess I was sillier than you; you got me so angry most of the time but yet I didn't mind. If there's nothing to be said or done, I shall keep my distance away for now but sincerely, I felt really thankful for everything; thank you for being there for me once before (:

Erh, I'm not sad or angry or mad or whatever, I'm just a little confused kid; nothing big (: but if I made you sad or angry or whatever, sorry to say that I couldn't do anything to make you feel any better as I'm not good in this thing d:

basically, nothing much. TILL MY NEXT POST! *weee~* :DDD

peace out yo! ♥

sometimes... | 가끔은 ...

2011-09-14T06:19:00.000+08:00

what is love? where am i to find love from? how love form? when does love come? why must we love? who should we love? is it easy? seemed like a difficult task to perform. is love something pure and sincere or love destroy everything it sees in front of it? is love worth every sacrifice?

love, to me love is everywhere, anywhere and basically everyone has it in them. love makes one happy and yet it makes one so sad. to be honest, love made me sad this month. love took over me powerfully. left me in such a difficult stage. is loving one person someone should feel this pain? is loving someone and hoping for the best made me this sad? although i don't want this to happen, i don't want us to be apart so far, i don't want to feeling the miss like this but this is the best for your future. so i hope you will be happy no matter where you are, who you are with now. hang in there and stay strong! always take care.

will we ever go back to what we used to be? let time to prove how strong love last or in the end, we part to chase our dreams and become strangers again; back to where we were before. no matter what you do and who you'll be, i will never forget for i'll always be there for you and support your every little decisions; even when the sun doesn't shine, i'll try to be the bright shinning sun to shine your path. i will love you, my friend. i hope you'll come back soon, come back to where you left before you went away.

letting shadows hunt the blunder said.

~~sadness.tears.emotional clashed~~
~~having terrible sleepless nights ]:~~

3 months | 삼개월

2011-09-03T22:08:00.004+08:00

i got so much to type, so little emotions, so few thoughts, a bit of time left. i shall pick up the pieces i left hanging around from the previous posts. let me see... oh am gee! okay... this is going to be a LONG POST... i meant it! hopefully you won't be tired at the end. okay... not so 'kua cheong' but i think it will be alot because we go back MAY till SEPTEMBER yesterday. we take it slowly, my life is very boring. nothing much. so here we go...

MAY

this are the post i've posted so far. one is about Summer Chill; happened in college and another regarding on my birthday present; which i received it 2 months later ~~(and i haven't give laesyee her present!!! *screamsandpullhair*)~~

i found this two folder in May Album which i haven't post yet. this was on babypink's birthday. before that, ecyla and i went out to get her pressie! we had PORK BURGER! NINJA JOE man! ...... babypink is leaving! i wanna cry! seriously. i wanna cry. one year to wait. one year please pass fast fast |:

the star ring (:

PS: me with my lala-fied hair; before i dye back to my original color.

JUNE

June, the month i went to David Choi's mini concert at Bentley Music Auditorium. besides that, i've attended a PSY workshop in college which was very beneficial and and and... [S5] outing! woohooo!!! :D

David Choi was awesome powie! he sang "that girl", "so weightless" and others from both of his first album and second as well. opening was by Hunny Madu; i think Hunny Madu released an album entitled "Pulau Janji" i'm not sure about her album but her voice is SEXAY man LOL!! (Y)

they selling David's first and second album, signed.

chop chop masuk~ LOL!!

opening, Hunny Madu (:

DAVID CHOI! WEEHEE!!

so about the workshop i've attended; it was very educational in a way, we played, we laugh, we learn and most importantly we had fun! okay... we learn is more important. i know i know. really educational, it was on child psychology. good workshop (:

this is a must post event as i rarely see them! even ecyla tho we are from the same college; yet we hardly bump into each other. it wasn't a long meet up, it was rather short but i enjoyed meeting you guys... I WANNA CRY!!! BABYPINK!!! O:

oh! we went Kim Gary for lunch... BABYPINK!! *wuuuwuuuwuuu*

JULY

july... oh july... it was a pretty happening month! yeah! so happening! there is like six event in total. first event was in college, America's Independence Day on 4th of July yo! well there is food... performance... things like that hahaha! was kinda grand because they invited some guess from America over. hahaha; okay... not so grand afterall. LOL!!

then on 13th of July, this wasn't an event but it was rather a fattening day. i was invited for a meal... sorta... i was unclear of the reason to why i was there in the first place but.. oh well, i was there already anyway. guess who cooked? sure la HELP CAT's APD president Elaine Tan! come to think of it, i don't think you get such privilege right? President invite then president cook! okay. me is lucky, me is fatty (it's okay!) hahahaha; i was joking about being privileged btw, i still don't know the reason. hahahaha!!

this event i've been waiting for 1 year and finallyyy~~~~ *do the evil devil face* hehehehe!! BON BON BON ODORI on 16th July babeh! this year was slightly different because i went with my college friends and form 6 friends as well; it was fantabulous! dancing dancing niceee :D

on the 20th of July, purposely stay back for some treasure hunt event by Literature Class and Introduction to Psychology Class. well... it was tiring for sure. run up down, north south east west; well you get the picture right. they had like few challenges and one was to drink bitter gourd juice.. THAT WAS THE WORST! did i mention i almost vomit EVERYTHING in my stomach but it was healthy no doubt |: why healthy stuff tasted so foul? >:

MEMORABLE EVENT on 21st July is listed NUMBER 5 IN MY LIFE! well.. i'm joking about the number. i'm just saying but it was still memorable! why? because i get to watch the BLUE TEAM run down the green field! *runrunrunrun* wahhhh~~ it was so refreshing. HAHAHAHA!! i know i like to exaggerate here and there but... OMG okay.. i was there! hahahaha!! so happy oh! wait... you know what i am saying right? BLUE TEAM is obviously CHELSEA! wooohooo :DDD

THANK YOU MY GIRLFRIEND; I HEART YOU BANYAK-BANYAK! SAYANG (:

on 28th July, purposely go college for some 'No Phone Zone' event. it was pretty pointless. hahaha!! sorry to say it! it felt like a waste of my time abit but no regrets; doesn't matter (:

and at night, i went clubbing! first time yo! okay... for first time, it was okay. not so fun but not boring at all; was quite amusing for first time i mean. went with a bunch of trustworthy and very caring friends. peoples you will never regret knowing because they are awesomeeeee powie! XD

okay... this is a lot. there are other on Facebook (some maybe not there; heheheh!) got videos too but.. all on facebook too! hehehe!! till my next post on August; that will be another long post. mwahahaha! to be continue oh!

let's go | 가자

2011-08-27T01:59:00.002+08:00

YOOHOO!! i'm back darlings! okay... i was back yesterday itself (i mean since it's... pass 12midnight) anywayyy~ it's glad to be back and the whole bed to myself; well you'll understand why i said that so... soon. hahaha!

been good? because... CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON TOO! okay.. i know it's like 4 more months but a pre-celebration will do! i'm just joking kids.

i'll blog next time, i'm lack of sleep and i'm filled with *censored* okayyy not bad words but it's a bad kind of expression to myself. it's something... that everyone feel when there's nothing to be done; you feel me? LOL!! i've been crapping alot lately, forgive me.

i'm just sleepy and tired and i still wanna go sing-K (aiyaiyai) i'll story about the trip some other time but just a quick look what i've did:

not amusing at all *tsktsktsk*
g'night loves (:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 51)

2011-08-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO! this is the machines operating:

if you urgently need to reach me, find me on my DIGI number; i repeat, DIGI number ONLY. well, it's semester break alright. my MAXIS number deserve a rest too right? take care and have fun too! ♥ you! heh (:

this friendly reminder is only apply starting 24th August 2011 till 27th August 2011. hopefully, you check out the twitter or this blog before start calling or texting. thanks for your cooperation.

lotsa love from me to you (:

*kisskisshugshugs*

oh! little something to accompany you kkkk!

fast! | 빨리!

2011-08-22T18:17:00.003+08:00

i'm officially on.... SEM BREAK BABEH! woohooo!! okayy... nothing to be excited on actually. I MISS BABYPINK (ecila), BLUEFAIRY (ecyla), CHASEEVERYTHING (esach) and JANJANN (enaj) :D

Wednesday, faster come pleaseeeee (:

nice kan? i'm eyrelav; HEH!

tho i look okay but i'm not in anyway BUT, i will! heh! good bye loves; in hope i will blog somewhere this week or SOON (:

leave | 휴가

2011-08-20T13:15:00.003+08:00

once said to never speak the same again. i just lost myself. perhaps this depression of mine is taking control and i have no idea how to handle it. bad dreams appear even during naps starting from this week. tried telling how not bad this is as it could be redone but however it gone worst after the 3rd paper.

reach out to where hands are not offered, just the thought of it makes it suffer. giving up is not disappointment but purely regrettable. didn't do such mistake however, tried to make it up in all ways for the better. maybe it's not enough to cover the damage and thus, shall continue to wall this high and mighty leader forever.

i hope it shall remains here as i'll shut myself out for a moment. give me some time to reconcile; call my mother is you need me.

honestly i'm not going to lie that i'm not okay now but in hope i will be fine somewhere to redeem myself; tho yours tells the truth but mine hides and makes everything feels alright. take care everyone (:

hahaha! | 하하하!

2011-08-18T16:27:00.002+08:00

Ridiculous things i do:

tho i'm not like i stated but i really got nothing better to do apparently hehheh!!

PS: it's kinda obvious but if you don't realize what i'm saying,
read the name "________'s Backyard" hahaha!

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 50)

2011-08-18T15:20:00.002+08:00

"so close and still... so far"

this is the clearer version to it.

..and now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come, so far we are so close.

i... | 난 ...

2011-08-17T16:24:00.003+08:00

Husband is in Taiwan now but she sent me this..

melt die me! i miss you shin chan. thank you; love ya! more motivation! aku akan menunggu kepulangan mu sayang :D

something i did to put my mind on focus; it's abit messy but i did my best! really (:

it was nicer than the love one previously hahaha!

something to be share (:

oh! hyorin, you left me speechless! marry me kay? hahaha!! i'm just saying i really love her voice and they way she move; OHSOME time INFINITY babeh!

and and and... next week! next week shall be it [S5] (:

Hiatus Mode | 하이에터스 모드

2011-08-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

when i'm studying;

serious mode

when i'm bored studying;

i carry this around!

goodbye la nerding time

*deactivated Facebook till ~~further notice~~ 26th/27th August*

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 49)

2011-08-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

i went clubbing the other night ~~(yaya! first time; noob abit)~~

fun? i'm not so sure if that's the word i should use because i didn't quite like the environment (perhaps maybe i'm the sentimental kind of person perhaps? joking!) the music was blasting (got the feel it keeps getting louder each time) i think it was okay (:

just that the lights were killing my eyes. not bad overall tho i want MORE consideration before going again XD

finals starts tomorrow; wish me luck and you, go break a leg! take care ♥

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 48)

2011-08-11T16:12:00.002+08:00

let me show you my collection...

loves, stars and snowflakes are glow in the dark.

i only have 9 and i think few more in digital forms only. i DONATED 7; 7x3 equals to 21MYR. i'm so "rich" man! LOL!! there's where my money flows, like the rushing water hahaha! however, happiness? PRICELESS. as long as everyone is (:

invincible | 천하 무적

2011-08-07T00:53:00.003+08:00

a little something i would want to share; just bare in mind that never take anyone for granted because no one will ever know what tomorrow brings. highly recommended to watch this. very meaningful.

good night ~~with tears :'(~~

i'm back | 저 돌아 왔어요

2011-08-06T04:32:00.007+08:00

i've been gone but i'm back. it was pretty tiring but i guess i'll be gone for sometimes again. i try to no procrastinate. i'll leave it like this for now. till my next post. i missed out so much posts! it's time to get back on my feet! heh (:

here is something i did recently, it was my "project" hahaha! no i was actually joking... i ensured that this image is uploaded according to the actual size so that it's easy to be viewed clearly! LOL!! anyway, here it is~

thank you for 'poking' me back; i was being nonsense for playing around with the facebook poke tho it was FUN FUN FUN! actually the reason was me saying HI and sorry for not saying HI to certain of you for such a long time.
to whom i see every week, lots of love from me to you ♥

i think there are some more editing work to do. for now it's really good. try to play around. as usual, edited some in and out of the blog. hope it's not too laggy oh.

to be continue... bye bye my love; until my next post (:

be right back | 바로 돌아올

2011-06-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

[ 기다리다 ]
and waiting~

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 47)

2011-06-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

this is a neutral emotion kind of post. i'm not angry nor am i happy, i'm not saying anyone in particular but i just need a little clarification. erm, you can say that i'm a little confused. when i tell people that i have a BIG APPETITE for food or i LOVE food or i'm into food and whatever related to food, the first thing i've been described as is "Tam Jiak".

honestly, i didn't quite get the meaning because as what i know or learn over the years, "Tam Jiak" means greedy for food or whenever that one person see food they salivate or the person can't decide which to eat so he/she decides to eat all (as in EVERYTHING TO THEMSELVES)

come to think about it, it's pretty funny actually as i don't do neither what i've described above. yes, i will not deny that i constantly think about food, i do crave for food but i don't purposely go thought all the trouble to eat; seriously i don't have that kind of ideas because i personally don't think i am that hardworking nor do i eat greedily or eat everything in BIG portion because if i did, that's a waste; i couldn't try and taste everything right? and i 110% sure that i won't salivate if i see my favorite food or delicious looking food; i believe if the food and i have fate, we will meet again... in my stomach (:

with my fickle mind, people with different thinking or ideas or perception often confuse me. am i that "Tam Jiak"? is a person who constantly thinks about food is consider "Tam Jiak"? PLEASE enlighten me! >:

i think i'm consumed by my understand d:
thanks for reading yo! have a GREAT UP-COMING WEEK :DDDD

bless you | 당신을 축복

2011-06-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

like a season you come and go; so long May, thanks for the beautiful memories and Hello you, June (:

we are officially in our half year! there are SAD news and also GOOD ones ~~(tho mostly on the SAD side)~~ throughout the first half year and please bless me with a beautiful second half year yeah? i have faith in hope so no worries (:

i know it's bad to post this NOW but it's better now than never right? just wanna show you this when i recieved it early of last month:

beautiful cup of mine and it's in yellow! (:

that was my birthday present from my beloved darlings! a little childish for a 21 but what the heck right? and i am amused by this:

UNIQUE heh? get your milo now (:

and i'm going to change my blogskin! wait me collect my ideas first! this blogskin is so complicated! and i'm starting to get bored of the whole blogskin already hahaha! let me give you a hint on what i've planned: it's something i posted in this post, you go figure (:

much from me now and my friends are back from local uni! hehehe, i wanna meet them! hehehehe (:

little may it seem | 작은 들리겠지만

2011-05-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

work it, make it, do it, makes us harder, better, faster, stronger!

yo yo yo! actually, nothing much. just got nothing better to do. bye bye.

hahahaha!! jokes! where got such short post! but honestly, nothing to say much but i got some pictures to share with you! these pictures are taken long time ago with phone and i didn't know it was there until today i took a picture with my phone. let me share it anyway (:

1) a little sweet reward from my first semester's ENG120 lecturer (:

2) Mr.Tortoise! (i think it's MR la. looks like a male one)

3) my precious baby!

4) Mille Crepe! with Chee Siang and Jenhur, thank you yo!

5) Melaka trip! this is me eating Melaka's Mille Crepe heh!

6) not bad for camera quality huh? Sunset nearby my house here (:

7) this was taken today, very heavy rain yeah.

lastly, EYE CANDY :DDDDD

snowflake yo!

happy love day yeah!

Imperfection | 완벽하지

2011-05-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

hellow mellow and you know what? it's already coming to the end, END OF MAY. how fast can that be isn't it? as much as i wish it was the beginning of the year, we are officially coming to the middle, as you and i could or already had counted the days and months off the calender. this is by far, not my favorite-ed-est first half of the year ever but make it a point that every time you and i wake up, breath it like there is no tomorrow, deal? okie dokie. appreciate today like how yesterday screwed you up; sounds better isn't it? i have no idea what am i saying actually.

anyway (hahaha!) i was just joking about what i said earlier on. there are so much to said and there is not much time and i eventually forgotten what i should have shared but this is what i remembered so far. now, i'm taking the time to post this before i really forget everything LOL!!

first and foremost *drumrollplease* TADA! waihow cooked for me cold noodles! well the sauce wasn't like what i had at Zanmai but it was good alright (: i totally forgotten about the whole thing but he was kind enough to actually remind me and cook for me! sweet kan? you jangan jealous la. hahaha! jokes.

and and, i finally join college event; first the very time yo! fun? well... so so. joking. it was fun, laughing at other people! hah! still a joke. it was a pretty good event, with hope for a better event in the future right? happened on 25th May 2011, it was SUMMER CHILL! it was good. we had food and games but i didn't snap a whole bunch of things. was busy walking about hahaha! jokes. i was happily video recording.

next is about... i am not sure what i suppose to say actually. hahaha! wait! i know! college! LOL! short term memory. well, i'm in my third week now! next week is my fourth week and i should start to hyperventilate right? means 10 more weeks to go before finals. need to boost up my overall marks and for a change, i am actually worry on what i am studying now. yeah, a little change in me perhaps? oh gwad, what am i doing with my life?

i did those all btw (:

finally, i know what to said and here it goes,

there you went like a fool to your possessed core. for Freud you shame; sucked into thy dark hole! rain doesn't despair the torn scars nor poison shall heal your blood

go figure for that and last but not least, i've watch the awesomeness!

"my fist hungers for justice!! *krukkrukkurkkruk* erh.. that was my fist"

eccentrically cute!!

freak-out yo!

kidding; good night kids (:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 46)

2011-05-19T18:52:00.001+08:00

originally...

this was the draft.

yeah! see regular updates! hah! bye (:

Screening | 심사

2011-05-18T01:30:00.009+08:00

well first and foremost, hello you! hahaha!

on the scale of 1 to 10, rate my blog; 11 being the highest. jokes! this time i actually reconstruct the blog to be pretty complicated. it's not perfect and it actually didn't take so much time but i was busy slacking so.. that's explain isn't it? hehehe!

let me give you an overview on what's still here and what's new; just in-case you got lost here which i don't think you will. well anyway, here are what you might not notice:

so here we have the rabbit favicon and the new background

and oh, new twitter mascot hah!

this is new, i have 4 pictures that i think it's awesome so i shared it with you guys and there is also the music from youtube.

i've compresses all the junk from the side to the middle into several icons and hover over the icon you'll get...

this is the date, day, year and time; try hovering over it but it's not clickable tho.

the rest are BOLD, underline, ~~strike~~, and.... italic reminds the same LOL! and if you notice good, there are pictures at the side for every post and and oh! the cute star cursor and also the unusual sidebar on your right. i think that's pretty much about it. can't remember much what i did. took too long time to fix the blogskin.

that's for that and and i would like to clarify that i am not sick, not death, not missing in actioning, not under depression, not insane? hahaha, not erh.. i can't recall what are the others; hahaha! i am completely okay and definitely fine (despite from suffering headaches due to the weather)

yes, i actually disconnected from my facebook, blogger, tumblr, partly i just needed the time off (hahaha; truthfully, i took extra time but wth right?) and i'm just doing some maintenance and security updates. yup, that's about it. so as you can see, i'm actually doing a very good job indeed. LOL!! i hope i am. hahaha!

no worries, i'm back now with another hope of regular updates? yeah. hahaha!! i'm hoping too much indeed, let's not hope unnecessarily hah. so, while i was gone, i actually did some stuff and here we go...

on May 4th and 5th i want to Malacca (hah! yaya, again) with a bunch of jokers. well said, good food, good talk, good sauna; and like many other trips, there are problems especially on road ones. i believe i round the same place for 5 times but road trip is fun no? (:

cute boy and cheryl

nice eyes boy hah!

this is my long lost tuition friend; oh gwad. sauna is good. LOL!!

hwat swimming pool models (:

night view

the place i stayed, faced the sea! cool isn't it?

us!

this is PRINCESS <3

i look taller right? for once can? LOL!!

sunset!

on the 6th of May on the other hand, ecyla (hah! old name) and i went to Sunway to *secretdating* hahahaha! jokes. we went Sunway to... *stillsecret* hahaha! like that. and we ate PORK BURGER! ah ha! pork burger. it tasted.. okay? at least mine tasted good la (:

later on 7th May, i went to..

and did celebrated babypink's 21st birthday. babypink; aww.. i miss ahjuan, ahyin and ahsyee too, we all flaw in a way. when we meet last? that was like history. good memories (:

and on the 9th of May, i started my new sem! partly awkward. still awkward i guess? it was difficult. first day we are already talking about ASSIGNMENTS! tho i am in my second week now, i still have no idea what are we talking about. i really got to stay awake! 3 hours class isn't so ideal after all and i bet my course-mates are like TOP STUDENTS except for me; stress around the smart peoples you know LOL!! just my thought.

last but not least, last saturday which is May 14th; i did something really bold.

from a blondie...

to a brunette (or not?) LOL!!

lazy to maintain it; it's time to go back to the original color anyway (:

that's all for now, from me! i hope you have a great day before and will have a great week ahead! oh oh!! before that! i wanted to blog about this sometime ago but it's never too late right? goodboy drew this for me; not nice but awesome (:

[click picture to view full size]

take care yo! cookie dreams loves (:

do you still care? | 그래도 상관이에요?

2011-05-02T23:45:00.004+08:00

i'm just confused. i'm not sure how i want it to be. just that insecure feeling i guess.

it's not that i don't want you to know but you should know better. i know that you got important things but what about us? shouldn't we matter as well. are you trying hard enough? are you tired? because i am. i'm not sure. at first you say you realize and now you just left with either short or unspoken words. perhaps distance isn't the best thing.

I JUST WANT TO LIE
but
no matter how i tried,
it didn't came out right.

we used to have this bond but i guess, we lost it when we were busy enjoying and ignored the fact that we are broken long before time. we didn't fix the gap that's why we are blaming each other today.

maybe i didn't put in effort and maybe you didn't care anymore; just maybe that's why this all happen now.

seal it, don't ask.
i prefer it not to be understood.
*moodswing*

hello holiday | 안녕하세요 휴가

2011-04-29T22:04:00.005+08:00

hello you, you and you! lovely day isn't it? couldn't be bother much anyway. i'm officially on my 2nd week of semester break (next week being the last week) and woosh~ i'm hitting my new semester next 2 week! fast isn't it? yeah! and yup, i've done my MPW paper already! tho i don't know what i wrote but WTH, i'm never good in moral things; what to do.

next week is a busy week, i won't be around. you won't see me around. i'll be everywhere for all you know, hahaha just.. just joking! if you don't see me online, you can get me on my phone but if you don't have my number, just wait till i online but if you can't get me in both ways, means i don't know you! okay jokes again! LOL!! so, i won't be around.

btw, a little something to share with you all; do catch a movie if you are doing noting over the holidays! i recommend:

i swear you won't regret watching this!

... and and and...

bonus for all you girls out there, he's freaking HWAT!

that's all from me and before i sign-out:

CONGRATULATION WILLIAM & KATE!

beautifully grand and lovely royal wedding indeed (:

aftermath? | 여파?

2011-04-27T16:41:00.002+08:00

you know what? my holidays are limitedly decreasing but yet, i done nothing. HOW PATHETIC right?!

do you know that the amount of sleep i have is more than the amount of food that i intake; which is bad and not healthy and... not a good way to diet or to cut down fats.

don't try this at home kids.

you know those kind of feeling when you are happy to be owned and suddenly
*POP!*

you just realize that, that isn't the option you've been searching for and neither does other option applicable to the question. suck to be you isn't it?

on the other hand, when alternative happens, you get a zillion other awesome option but yet again, you have hard time to choose. do you have this term for people having hard time choosing because of their flicker/fickle mind? i'll find out the name one day, after i go for my counseling session first (hah! suddenly counseling session sound fun right?)

anyway.. honestly, truthfully, really, hopefully, probably *gasp!* i will get an answer and

may the faithful wind blow my hanging questions to a solid solution because seriously, i don't know what i want anymore.

and little lame story/fact? to share with you: i was talking to my friend just now and i told him that i went out last night and to my realization *jengjengjeng//hahaha* i realize that sometimes when i go out, i'm the only girl among the rest. come to think of it, that's really bold of me to do so. i just blend in very easy i guess. i camouflage a lot i think, so anyway i told him:

oh, maybe i was suppose to born as a boy but my X chromosome is too strong that's why i'm a girl, fated.

jokes! okay lame i know |:

TTFN ♥
PS: yesterday i went to MPH and i saw my ideal book! very pricey!

common | 공통의

2011-04-27T04:02:00.003+08:00

to understand me is hard but it's not about that. maybe try to consider how i feel would help. although i might smile at you and say "everything is fine" today but that doesn't mean it will be tomorrow.

or shoot it back to me right?

perhaps it is so because my heart and my mind doesn't speak the same language.

it's rather complicated here; left unspoken [:

buzz | 버즈

2011-04-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

hello *happy waves in circles*

how are you, you and YOU? LOL! me? not fine indeed. sick AGAIN *plays2PMagainandagainsong* sad isn't it? well, not really. i deserve it. anyway, how is holiday so far ADP-ians? mine was good, i make full used of it! to sleep and slack alright!

actually that wasn't it. i did things that made me happy like i went dinner with callister, alice, kenley and wife, teck seong and also princess! it wasn't boring at all tho my mood was stagnant.

i really appreciated that they called me along (: then i went sing karaoke

ate happy gathering supper,

i went for Easter celebration with cousin

1U

and baked in the microwave LOL!

ohh, useful things i did: clean house and went for moral classes during HOLIDAYS! aiyaya~

so basically that was about it! but but but, here's another thing. just want to let you know that... i won't online as much as i do. not that i'm not allowed to but i am like that over the holidays. it's call the holiday mood i assume? LOL!! so anything important or urgent or you miss me or you want disturb me (i hope there isn't) hahaha! joke. you can call me or message me over my cellphone. yeah. do that. disturb me, call, message. yeah. BUT i don't give assurance that i reply ASAP but yet, i will reply as soon as i respond to my phone yeah! (:

lastly, i want to make a shout out to my form 6 mates "GOOD LUCK YA'LL!!"
you know i love you right? COME BACK SOON ♥

oh gosh, holiday is running out |:

and i, peace out yo! *dothesign*

lazy | 게으른

2011-04-17T13:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey yo yo! guess what!! i know it's like many days late (since Wednesday but the time table shows on Saturday to certain that related)...

IT'S HOLIDAY YA'LL!!

Partying partying *WOOOOHHHH* (Black, 2011)

O_O what is that A.P.A format for; sh*t! too much of it in Semester Two; geez *shake head*

but anyway, speaking of which; unfortunately, i still got one more final paper to go on 28th April. there goes my holiday for two week cause i still got 2 on-going class which i am not sure when (troublesome, need me to wait on my holidays) and i only have three weeks of holidays means only remain one week (which is a good thing i think because i don't need to go out so often and spent money). so, there *jeng jeng jeng* that's how my holiday is going to be? *awkward smiles*

so about that is only that. i know some of you guys are asking me out around this 2 weeks time but as much i want to give an answer, it's hard to give an absolute answer. maybe if you try asking last minute like one day before i might give you an answer, yeah? LOL! just don't hope so much. oh gwad i'm owe-ing people, can i stay at home now? i'm going to die out of pokkai-ness. sorry, was too happy for the holiday but last minute final paper make it all look so..... "GOOD"? hahahaha!

don't ask me "hey how was finals?" because if you do that, i'm going to *piakpiak* give you a solid "ANSWER" hahahaha! i'm not so bad but if you must know, it was... half good and the other half not so good *cold sweat* hahahaha! yeah.

HEY BTW, did i tell you that i'm moving to KL? as in... my college not me. hahaha! i might have some dilemma there. we shall wait for my third sem to over first and and and, since it's already Mid of April and May is on the way AND AND AND July is like 3 months away; just to keep this plan alive (tho i have been waiting for this since January but wth..)

BON ODORI IS COMING!!!!!!

are you, are you excited? i am! my favorite event of the year. yeah, the event that make full use of my yukata. so, i'm inviting EVERYONE~~~ come come come (tho you don't need an invite but wth LOL!) let's go together-gether (:

that's for now and i don't know whatelse beside:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 44)

2011-04-09T17:58:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK ALL ADP-ians

oh! btw, consider this as well:

TEEHEE! all the best kiddo (:

nothing | 아무것

2011-04-07T02:28:00.005+08:00

hello silly peoples :D

finally all the madness on Wednesday has finally come to an end. yes! clap clap for me abit. LOL!! it's very relieve that i'm over it! it's pretty much MORE stressful compared to my Maths's studies; truthfully, i actually have a major break down to a point when i actually felt demotivated and i have no confident to do it. some part in me, i did think of giving up. no matter how much i want to know, i doesn't want to listen.

i might sound like a psycho but it's true. i felt alone, i felt so depressed thinking week after week to why i have such fears. i want to improve myself but things doesn't seem to work. just right before i was about to wave the white flag, true enough,

hands reaches out to me

and with the feeling of being embraced

that said:

keep moving forward; for we will always give in a helping hand and provide you guidance

truly by words of support, i would like to thank to those that actually encourage me to continue. perhaps it wasn't something i proud of but reality bites isn't it? maybe i might look small in every way but deep down, i feel very very very honored to know you. so thank you you and you once again (:

after that sucky class, i felt like a free bird. no stress, no motivation, no confident; screw all those crap! i feel good about everything, even the dry words seem like warm jokes to me. for i could remember, i haven't felt like this for a really long time. you might not know because i didn't want to talk about it and we should not talk about it either in future tense hahaha!

it's also a warm and cloudy day but it was all happiness. so many good things happened, i assume? i'm amazed! that's why i want to share with you this happy feeling of mine (:

PS: that cute guy just LOIKED my status :O
*rainbows all inside me*
PSS: i know i just sound like a fan-girl but i'm not, really LOL!!

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 43)

2011-04-01T07:40:00.004+08:00

happy april fools!

here comes another month; sad that summer left.

did it bite you? ♥
honestly, i'm scare and worry but i don't want it to go waste |:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 42)

2011-03-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

i just want a hug and a voice that embrace my heart, mind and soul saying that:

everything will be alright, it will be just fine.

i just want to cry with a heart to heart talk

>:

PS: honestly, i miss celebrating my birthday with my friends. i'm pretty disappointed that i got sick. i might put in ways that i dislike celebrating it but actually i really like it. minus the outcome, everyone do like surprises. those who said no only lies.

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 41)

2011-03-29T02:06:00.004+08:00

and it's tuesday again.

i remember; i think i was chatting with this friend, he/she once told me:

because people are so desperate, they start creating their own god and pray.

yeahh~~ i think it works that way because,

DEAR MATHS GOD, BLESS ME (:

TTFN ♥

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 40)

2011-03-28T01:52:00.003+08:00

over the years, i get my name spelled wrong and pronounce wrongly and it's a normal thing to me because it's pretty hard to pronounce it. doesn't matter if it's my first name, surname, last name; all could be a mistake.

finally, someone make a very beautiful mistake in my name. normally common errors are like "valeria, valarie, velerie, valeriea, velarie" it might sound like stupid but people do make such mistake and because my surname is kinda not common (maybe they start to assume the commons one) it can be as wrong as "ong, choong, wong"

my psy lecture on the other hand, spell my name like this "Valerine" and it's the first time someone put other alphabet that isn't in my original name. tho i dislike people to pronounce/spell my name wrong, but this can be exception because it sounded good... in a way (:

as long as you don't spell/pronounce my surname wrong i'm fine with the other errors.
TTFN (:

Learning | 배우기

2011-03-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

like every fairy tale,
it will finally come to an end.
for it is always hailed.
with mountains as high as the skies above,
uncontrollable heavy down pour,
sudden expression for the nature;
seed that will never grow and yet,
we might not even know.

intuition hopes,
for grey sky to always turn yellow.
blown by words that never felt shallow,
empty promises to scattered when mellow,
blocks of dark shadow,
threw back out for it always follow.

slept in cold sunlight,
drowse to the sandy heat,
remember what's remain;
for it will guild your way.
don't judge for less and
waste the most.
it might disappear and never to be found.

like every fairy tale,
it will finally come to an end.
taken out of control,
fallen puzzle and lost pieces;
gotten not far taken by troll,
and it felt not more,
for she's no more cold Pisces.

TTFN :3

Exhibition | 전시회

2011-03-24T03:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday college got some literature exhibition. pretty grand i must say if to be compared to my psychology exhibition. it was done by the seniors. it was pretty and nice and lively but unfortunately i wasn't so well and i couldn't enjoyed it could say everything from the noise to the game.

it was good exhibition. there are like tons of sweets! like literally every booth. mostly, i went to my friends booth to visit them. wasn't into the games. first i visited merry. she was super nice! she let me try but i didn't play because i didn't have the energy. so laesyee played for me (:

later then, soon ming ask me to play something but i wasn't too sure what was it and didn't want to play because i saw words and wilson asked me to have ice cream with my such condition.

anyhow, i was dragged into this game where i need to separate 2 types of beans 10 each into two different bottles with a pair of chopstick. at first it was fun but my hands wiggled (as i didn't take breakfast and lunch due to the cough. i scare i puked in college) until waihow started to count and i was like "oh there is time huh?" and my hands shivers more. so stress. finally didn't play finish (headache) LOL!! waihow was cute because he said "okay nvm, i count slowly for you; fourrrr....." eccentrically cute!

they were nice enough to give me sweet :D

unfortunately; i couldn't consume them at the moment.

pretend i had more but i gave away. i couldn't eat all myself unless i want tooth decay. i like the lollipop packing. looks so cute!

then i hop over to ivan's booth. he did asked me to play too but i saw CHOPSTICK, i skipped and i gave all my tickets to him. my chopstick skill... PHAIL! LOL!! really. he say something about something that i didn't really quite understand BUT THANKS TO KENNY, he filled in some form for me! nice but i have no idea what was it for, LOL!!

cheryl was super duper sweet because she feed me junk food but thanks to sick, i got to reject her. sad. leng lui feed me got to reject.

i feel so so thankful to everyone for treating me super nice but i couldn't do much and eat much either. very not fun and thanks to laesyee for accompanying me around (:

oh before i end my post, curious what's inside the pink present wrapper? it's from ivan's booth. he gave me sweets too but only this captivated my attention most. i felt like a little girl when opening it (me is happy opening gifts; woohoo! laesyee also okay. i think every does like to open present *weehee!*)

jajang! chio huh? phone strap and it's YELLOW with nice words on it. he randomly gave me two but i gave another away; sharing is caring (:

laesyee suggest:

i make good use of it already huh? put it on my college ID card. yes, the blurred red end is my ID card.

yeah that's all for now. thank you so much; till my next post (:
TTFN.

Think. | 생각 .

2011-03-23T20:14:00.003+08:00

does this ever happen to you?

Situation A:
You feel so depress, sad, disappointed and lonely one raining day. So you decided to pour your hearts out on Facebook/ Blog/ Twitter/ anywhere announce-able, since you got no one to talk heart to heart with. Not to ask for sympathy but to let some of your burden off your shoulder. Suddenly you receive a comment that goes like "hahahaha! you deserve it. good for you for being so-and-so" and the comment didn't ends with "Jk or Joking or Jokes". How will you feel?

Situation B:
You know of something important and you share with your friends "Hey, you know that if you enter this competition you might get to go USA" and your friends give you reaction like "Yes ah? hahahaha, what competition? ABC competition is it? hahaha" Not to make the situation worst, you laugh along but in the end you emphasized "No guys, i'm really serious" and your friend replied "you are so cute, you know that you are funny right?". What could you think off?

have you ever face such problems? if no, you are on the safe side. if yes, that means your a joker (as so what people say) and no one will ever take your words for real! it's time for you to act seriously serious.

to me, it happens all the time! it feels demotivated if this happened, feels lack of respect. everyone has feeling too. just that, some prefer to hide them but doesn't mean they are okay. even clown need a break. no one is prefect. please think of what you have done and how hurt can that person be because of your words. words do speak louder than action sometimes.

if you feel it, change it. i leave my thoughts openly here for you to reflect.

really soulless | 정말 영혼조차

2011-03-23T17:29:00.002+08:00

what am i doing?

just lost in space. there's nothing except an empty space.
왜?

soulless | 영혼조차

2011-03-22T17:17:00.002+08:00

what's up you there? not bad right huh? lately i blogged quite often. i could actually do better but bad news come first... i'm still sick. coughing wherever i go and still *coughcough* coughing like that. i'm starting to wonder where are those brat viruses living in me. i would like to screw them upside down.

before i go any further, here comes Wednesday again. i usually go all CRAZY on Wednesdays (if you know me by my book) but NOT THIS WEDNESDAY! wooohoo! *do the mixture dance* RIGHT BACK AT YOUR FACE; BOOYEAH!

on the other hand *coughcough* the medication is driving me insane! from eastern to western and back to eastern medication! on the scale of 10, i think my insanity is 11. on Sunday, i happily played badminton with all my energy without thinking of the consequences. now i am suffering from body ache from badminton, soar throat, abs ache and back pains dues to coughing and.. coughing. i just hit the JACKPOT and i won a whole package of pains.

so it is. since i am sick, i couldn't eat alot of things. seriously. i couldn't eat like seafood, fish and stuff from the sea basically. i couldn't consume fruits either. no no spicy foods nor fried or oily foods. i could only eat porridge, egg, vegetables, a little on chicken and pork, soupy stuff, noodles... yeahh; basically like that.

i'm not sure if i could eat cake or not because I REALLY FEEL LIKE HAVING ONE NOW; like NOW! *coughs* aih. perhaps i should eat isn't it? and maybe i will somehow, why not; cure!?

yes i know i'm being ridiculous.

till then, TTFN kids (:

being sick | 아픈게

2011-03-19T21:55:00.006+08:00

know what is the advantage of going to a school then going to a college? the advantage is when you sick, you cure faster because school doesn't provide air conditioner treatment (local schools) and there is always PE.

now that i'm in college (can't blame also since i'm paying so much of the fees) the air conditioner is somehow what insane... hot weather COLD, cold weather MORE COLD. i have been wearing TWO layer of clothes and a jacket (like some big fatty; for health sake..) to college but no matter how i protect my lungs externally, there's always my nose. the more i breath in cold air, my lungs shivers more. i have also tried to avoid siting under the air conditioner (or sit somewhere warmer) but again somehow, the cold air just love me, i guess?

i have this problem with the cold air since last semester. no matter where i sit, there will always be COLD air blowing and not stagnant kind of air. it's the 'you-can-see-my-hair-moving' kind of air. yeah. soon, i guess? i need to wear a mask; if it's bad but hopefully NOT >:

because of different environment, i must at least cure 75% by Monday morning. very suffering for now. i now sleep without air conditioner already and best part, i need to sweat when i am sleeping. i'm so going to change the bed sheets! so hot and still need to stand it.

so far:

i've wore long sleeves and long pants to bed

take western and also eastern medication

and even drank turmeric milk.

i can officially conclude that this year is the worst year ever; in terms of health. why? i vomited TWICE in a week. how bad can things be?

PS: i drew the pictures; nice? :DDD

being 21 | 21이 되는

2011-03-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

my head is stuck in the clouds; play the music low and sway to the rhythm of love (;

HELLO THERE! a short update (hahaha i steal my healthy nap time time first *syoosh*) hahahaha! as you guys know that last week was my birthday (YES I'M OLD KIDS!) hahahaha!!

let me show you the footage of my mini celebration:

if you wonder why is my birthday celebration look pathetic, it is (minus the awesome people in the pictures) this year i got sick and on the actual day i got test to sit. every year there will be test on my birthday; no fail. this year a little sad cause no one remembers me and no one wants to celebrate it for me; even my own good friends *sobs* nah! i was just joking (except the first part of it) my friends were awesome enough to wish me; thank you once again! i'm waiting for my present still; where is my WII, PSP, iPhone 4, GameBoy Advance? LOL!! kidding (:

anyway; suppose, you know everyone should come and wish me (even after my birthday) "hey happy belated birthday" and stuff like that but NO! instead, i got comments like "OMG, your cake is so big", "where did you get the cake?", "your cake so childish just like the birthday girl" and etc cake cake cake!

*angry mode* seriously? like seriously? only my cake? *pishhh* my cake you are going to talk about? really?

i'm so.... joking with you actually. hahaha!! i actually want to talk about my cake too. to less waste more energy on explaining (LOL!) the cake was chosen by me, myself and i. i requested for it because it's meaningful to me. it was my very FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE; yes, my 1 years old birthday cake, that's why. it was FIRST chosen by my parents (i'm the eldest of 2 other siblings) so... i'm the SPECIAL FIRST. so being thankful to breath on earth for the last 20 years, i just want the cake which is a special thing for my mum and dad and i.

i would also thank the cake shop for making this cake for me! i know it's hard work. let me show you why:

see the pattern of the cake?

zoom nearer..

see see! it's hard work!

imagine the whole cake, the dude place the cream one dot by one dot.. imagine the cake weights 3KG (not that i want it to be 3KG, the design requires 3KG) and now imagine how many dots that person did for how long? thank you uncle/aunty (:

BTW, it's Vanilla flavor :3

oh oh! before i end my post, share with you guys out there this video (:

that's all for now; till my next post then (:

me forever being me :DD

Enlighten | 계몽

2011-03-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

in the midst of disappointment and straggles, sometimes it feels like giving up and letting go of everything that's holding you back.

moments like this,

a hand reach out to you

and a voice that speaks:

hang in there for i will always guild you.

silent tears and a deep sign of relieve. never give up even you come in last because as long as you don't give up, you are a winner.

embrace the warmth

i am thankful for i am blessed with bright lights (:
PS: i will work hard for my MATHS; thank you Mr.Kiru~

XOXO | 포옹과 키스

2011-03-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY WHITE DAY :D

어디 내 초콜릿이나 사탕이 무엇입니까?

사랑해 (:

Full Stop | 전체 중지

2011-03-14T20:38:00.003+08:00

i shall take some time off my hectic schedule and put my health aside for a moment. keep a silent moment to those outside who is currently suffering from the natural disaster; always keep them in your prayers even you don't know them.

they just lost the love they love the most.
just hang in there, brace yourself.

this year doesn't seem right and it doesn't seem fine. everything is not organised since the beginning of the year until today. it isn't for me either. i miss meeting up with my awesome girls, i got so sick this time (even worst compared to last year), i miss every single thing that ever happen in my life. i think i was missing in your life is it? it feels like i came up with a million of excuses but deep down in me, it felt really sad. i want to be there but the more i try to, the distance went wider. perhaps, just perhaps; it feel as if i don't know you anymore or maybe we are so busy with out daily routine.

take note; I HATE EXPLAINING (unless for official purpose) but recently (actually since beginning of the year; just that i keep silent all these while), i have been showered with questions on pretty much personal questions or rather, questions, ALOT ALOT OF THEM. COME ON! ask logic, relevant kind of normal insensitive questions can? not one, not two but few of you. JUST, STOP IT! you ask too much; why should i answer you? i don't really know you! you making my life feel so insecure! it's hard not to answer but it's hard to give an answer. if we are friends, please stay at the back of the line. you make no sense. STOP BUGGING MY LIFE. really, just don't make this go any harder. you might not like the result.

another thing, when i say NO, i really meant NO. i'm not like other certain girls who say NO but by heart YES. i may look i am those kind of girl but i am not. i'm like a wild horse; i can never be tamed. i play by my own rules and i set the game. don't control me because i rebel and yes, i do not follow instructions (unless i have to) so do not force me to do things that i dislike. don't force because as normal human with feelings, no one like to be forced! i'm not your stuff toy!

this post just prove how much you don't know me and guess what? you will never know me and when i say never, i really meant NEVER. don't say "i am the one that will understand you" screw that! i just say NEVER. i know everyone had ego in them but it's not my fault if you go around telling ALL YOUR FRIENDS everything from the food you like to eat until the person you liked.

a wise person once told me

if you choose to like someone, that someones will also choose to like another and possibility that the person might not be you.

i know i have no position to tell this but i will type it out anyway; it's time to wake up and smell that reality is that bad. stop live in denial already! MAKE A STAND! be BOLD! don't follow trend anymore, be the trend! don't waste your time on what's not worth; seriously.

little thought of mine, bare that in mind.

more than words | 더 많은 단어보다

2011-03-12T11:49:00.008+08:00

diamonds ain't girls best friend; at least not to me!

hey hey you you~ thank you you all so so so much!! perhaps it might no be anything except words, it meant alot (like ALOT ALOT ALOT) to me! i'm so touched for those who remembered - i know who you are okay! :D

pretty much a big deal isn't it!? i mean like, since i'm now ~~2NE1~~ TWENTY-ONE! and if you ever wonder, yes yes i'm going to get THE KEY!! but it's not like what you think in anyway, i still am under my parent's roof. the asian kid thing (just to make things fancy; yeah!)

so, here you go! thank you once again; love you guys so much!

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Jimetra and Tristina called, Wai How on the other hand wish me again when he saw me in college.

edited: and and and Teh Soon Ming personally wished me on Facebook Chat; i forgotten to add in. must the the drug effect! >:

edited2: thank you Rachel Tan and Sue Ee (my cute pancat) too :DDDDDDD

edited3: alyceloo proclaimed that she did send her wishes to my phone. okay la believe you. thanks (:

if you notice something, just notice it d:

TWO ONE [point] ZERO | 둘 하나 [포인트] 제로

2011-03-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

it felt like last thursday except there is no MPW class
~~i was pretty ready for it man! bring it on karma, bring it on!~~
nothing much; nothing to celebrate |:

anyway, no complains, nothing to feel bad! i still move on :D
by the way VALERIE;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D

it's time to grow up hunney bunney, it's time to put on some make up... NOT *teehee!*

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 39)

2011-03-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

dream with high faith for i will always be with you; we shall dance until the end of the journey (:

♥

A Moment Of Silent | 침묵하는 순간

2011-03-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

all we can do is keep breathing (:

it's ranting time; 3 words: NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.
that felt better, in a way.

there are actually many things happened lately. i would like to tell you more on it but i got very limited time unfortunately. i'm here to deliver good news and also bad news actually. the good news is, in about approximately 1 month to come, i'll be officially on my 3 weeks semester break! but the bad news is, no bad news actually. i was just a prank on you (but if there is, i don't think i would tell either LOL!)

first thing first, i'm going crazy as usual due to the heavy load of FIVE awesome possum, master mind, confusing subjects and my additional program; FIVE and A HALF in total (but it felt like 6). if my friends can do 7 in total, i should be thankful in all way yeah? i should because i only take 3 subjects for my finals!

i know Valerie's birthday is coming but mommy's birthday came first! yeah, we mini celebrated it. nothing big because last week and this week was a busy week, couldn't plan and move much either but she's sure one happy mama :D

after that! i finally finalize my wish to go cycling; was pretty lazy and i know i shouldn't but it was a long story. supposedly, there should be many people but ended up only 3 people came (but thank God also not many people; know la me and human story LOL joking joking) so i felt bad (cause really felt like very forceful) so ended up to make it up to them, brought them to "playground" and really lucky this 3 boys! got VIP treatment (which i hardly get myself) but but i would like to thank my friends too! you guys gave me a good hospitality, i will go back soon (not soon la; just someday) and and hopefully, in a forceful way, you 3 guys did enjoy a little.. somehow? LOL!!

finally, i done my PSY exhibition! was pretty much a success. i had fun. i hope my lecture loved it. erm.. nothing much either. not many people; that's actually good because it doesn't feel so stressy (:

that's about it! yeah! i need sleep LOL! i don't know is this consider bad because when i sleep, i even dream of my.... UNDONE ASSIGNMENTS! scary >_<

my next post; i'll post up my birthday cake okay?

- a place where i share my feeling, a place where i give my love, there is where i hid my date. it's always interpreted but it will be here (:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 38)

2011-03-08T00:22:00.001+08:00

i'll be back; give me some time. really jammed up!

]: erh~

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 37)

2011-03-06T18:48:00.003+08:00

if you are going to get married one day and plan to have kids, here is a little advice for you:

PLAN/ ARRANGE YOUR PREGNANCY DATES PROPERLY!

months like March, April, July, August, October and November are depressing. know why? it's the peak of all studies like examinations, test, quizzes, assignments; everything will rush in between because the short breaks are coming.

if you want your little girl or little boy to have a good birthday every year, it's time to start planning now! don't let your loved one to suffer on their birthday, it's very saddening. unless you follow the Feng Sui thing or got knocked up and that, i got no further explanation for it.

PS: i was just joking about what i typed out about *TEEHEE!*
PPSS: i will blog something about yesterday (5th March 2011) later!

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 36)

2011-03-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

bring me to a concert and we shall live like a ROCKSTAR (:

i know what i want; not that i want ONE stuff. i need MANY STUFF!
looks like.... i need to work to get those stuff.

last year i actually achieved many dreams and wishes of mine. truly blessed with luck! you can actually check out the list HERE!! so, it's time for new ones isn't it? well, not to say that i want everything to come true, it's impossible since i'm blessed enough with what i already had.

this year, i just want....

GOOD GRADES! i'll work hard (:

i want to visit Thailand Gold Temple (yes, i'm holy heh!)

it's near but yet i never visit before.

MELAKA AGAIN! to eat the Durian Puff at Jonker Street; other places in Malaysia is also good (:

i never been to one; unless WORLD STAGE consider and if so, i want to go to another one!!! bring me bring me (:

more varieties on instax mini 7s films (so expensive, i'll try)

go clubbing! not that i really want it so much but just want to go and see see what is nice about when everyone is talking about is this.

I REALLY WANT ONE! tho i know i won't wear it ALWAYS LOL!!

what else? no idea. LOL! i will work hard! aja aja hwaiting! :DDDD

MARCH! | 3 월!

2011-03-02T20:01:00.003+08:00

oh? hello there march; i didn't see that you are coming.

the official month of SUMMER DREAM is finally here! not that i'm proud or anything just that, it's HERE so FAST! means i'm getting older SOON right? VALERIE'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING~ 생일 축하합니다, 생일 축하합니다! yeah yeah~~ *do the happy dance* know when!? nvm, don't need to remember; facebook will announce (:

for now, LET'S PRE-CELEBRATE FIRST! *woohooo*

2008

2009

2010

2011

what are you going to get me!? yes i'm anticipating it! hahaha, i'm just joking. don't be so silly to get me anything. i've been a bad person lately *start singing Gwen Stefani's Sweet Escape* I know I've been a real bad girl; hahahaha! no la. i'm actually very nice one (just joking; i'm evil) since all of you (my friends) are basically student, means you guys are still leeching on your parents money, don't buy anything. if it's useless to me, then you will know where it goes to; NO LA! not dustbin! just somewhere DARK and COLD... like store room that's all XD

i know that 21st Birthday is a pretty major thing but... i don't know. FIRST, i'm a lousy host; SECOND, i have limited friends; THIRD, most of my friends ain't here; FOURTH, presents always disappoint (HEY, i appreciate it so much because it's from YOU but it's useless if i don't find it useless and unusable); FIFTH, i'm just getting older, what is there to celebrate man? hahaha; SIXTH, i don't know how to party; SEVENTH, i don't know, this seven point seems depressing and pathetic at the same time, hermph.

it does seem saddening that you don't celebrate in the first place; after all, it only happens once in every year but if you are not a 29th February baby (i wish i was, it would be cool and special!), consider yourself AWESOMELY LUCKY!

people ask "you are a Pisces right?" after i didn't want to reveal my birth-date. well well well, the answer is "i used to >:" i like the introverted characteristic and the flicker minded fishes indeed but i'm not now; somehow?

oh oh, and i often get the question "when is your birthday... again?" why bother to ask again if you are going to forget it.. AGAIN right? >:

just random thoughts; have a happy happy day (:

200!

2011-02-27T15:18:00.003+08:00

this is my 200th POST! wooohoooo!! actually nothing to be proud of, i can do better |:

anyway, i'm already in my 8th? 9th? week of college and i am going OUT! from this sem soon. SO FAST ISN'T IT!? just like i predicted! they said only 14 weeks of studies. so pretty taxing unlike if they said 14x5 days of studying, then! it will be a lot! LOL!! sometimes i wonder, if i really choose the right course. i think i learn better if that is Literature in English.

i envy my friend because she is majoring in that now. not that i don't like what i'm studying now, it's just that.. i don't know. perhaps, i am fated to help others. perhaps so, perhaps.

if so, i will continue my journey to the west! okay.. LOL!! i'm just joking. i frequently tell people that i knew that i want to help others (like those social worker) and i think and i think. i need to become someone who can't slack anymore. i need to work hard! i want to become somebody useful not someone who only think of making money and not being happy in the end.

do you want to join me? hehehehe! if you truly cherish who i am, you will support me in doing anything and everything right? keep up the good job! i love you guys (:

sometimes, you doesn't have to understand; just be considerate and everything will go smoothly (:

(:

2011-02-25T15:41:00.002+08:00

YOU GOT A LOVE LIKE WOE!

woe! looks like whore but i'm not insulting. i love that song! anyway, today is FRIDAY! booyea! i know there are many picture out there show one person emotion as the day passes but i'm not like that. i feel happy on Tuesday and.... Friday! LOL!!

i would actually like to share with you on this: today, i almost break the Styrofoam board (my hard work) because i was laughing too much, i think there are pro and cons on laughing huh? i got to cut down laughing for sure and start SMILING (:

it was pretty humiliating tho i am not sure how many people saw that BUT, if that makes everyone laugh then it's okay. now is mid-term examination and everyone is partially stress out and all. i am your STRESS-FREE joker! **Terms and Conditions Applied ya** but anyway, sad thing is... i'm clumsy; i can't avoid that >:

it's okay! you know, i realize that i act crazy, laugh, crap when it's Friday. i am not sure whether if i am happy because it's Friday (and weekends roll together after that) or... i'm only clumsy on Fridays or.. i always do not have enough sleep? i think i have insufficient amount of sleep, yeah that! i think..

i was pretty much happy until i thought of my awesome English assignment, Maths assignment and test, Public Speaking evaluation speech, English language program that i am in now, Psychology exhibition project and my up-coming MPW Moral on assignment and mid-term test. it's quite taxing for me this semester because it really looks like i am taking a total of SIX SUBJECT!

SIX but no no, i will not drown yet! START NEXT WEEK, i will start reading one by one. especially on English; they wouldn't want a mentor that get a freaking B isn't it? LOL!! i was just joking actually. i guess i have to draw a line on everything huh?

RANDOM: before the Styrofoam story happened, the other two jokers and i was talking about English ascent. so 3 of us, start to imitate the ascent. laugh laugh and joke joke so hard as we pretended like we are like some English men/ women. normally if people pass by, we will turn and look isn't it? so true enough, we were laughing and imitating we look at this guy who pass by us and he was looking at us like "hey, ain't you Asian? are you? i'm confused" kind of face. he doubt but his expression was priceless! hahaha!! sorry man, but you are funny :DDD

that's all for now. i think i laugh too much already.
i really need to rest my funny bone.
TTFN ♥

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 35)

2011-02-24T01:08:00.004+08:00

guys who can rock a pair of chucks...

is LOVE ♥

Typical Raining Day | 비온다 주 일반

2011-02-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

so confused. there is no answer and not knowing who to turn to now. perhaps you didn't understand. you don't know what should you do. many advice to JUST FOLLOW but if no one take a lead, others will suffer as well. why must we suffer for the fault that others made? don't we have stand? don't we have the rights? where is the humanity?

you used to stand strong because you got the support but perhaps, they change for the better. if life is that simple, there won't be people suffering and there won't be heartaches.

how thankful you are over those they said but it makes it more worst because there is no valid surface to crawl on anymore. what happen to those dreams? did you forget? what do you need? where have you been? why can't you keep yourself high?

perhaps, just perhaps; you are hard to change, don't rebel.

Better a witty fool than a foolish wit.
- William Shakespeare

Just Fly~ | 그냥 날아~

2011-02-21T05:40:00.003+08:00

Love is like a painting; you will never know it's values until it's gone.

hello there, february is somehow going to end in a week time. how time flies is undeniable. i'm actually in my first year second semester only now but how college work load is like WHOA! i wouldn't rant much if to be compared to my form 6 life. I MISS MY FORM 6 life. i want to run back in time.

there is so much to do but so little time. since it's only 14 weeks in this semester and i'm in my 8th week now (super fast isn't it!? creepy time!) that means, TEST/ QUIZ/ MID-TERM all clashes this week. GOOD LUCK to those who are sitting for one now or soon.

and because i want to do so many things now, i have no idea which prioritize first. assignment, research, homework, own interest... i wonder no more, just stare at the 4 blank walls. nothing much lately, just college and college... I REALLY MISS MY FORM 6 FRIENDS and SimplyFive the most >:

i'm anticipating May and July; 빨리 (:
PS: notice that i've changed the header?

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 34)

2011-02-20T04:53:00.002+08:00

perhaps, i tell you too much.
perhaps, i'm loosing my touch.
perhaps, i'll never see the way i do.
perhaps, i forgotten the sound.
perhaps, i am feeling so numb.
perhaps, i have changed.
perhaps, i will not feel the same for you anymore.

if you ever know why, you will never go.
could the faith holds the flow?
left me hanging with the lights turned low.
day passes slow,
good byes waves forever.

perhaps, just perhaps. if you ever know why.

♥

2011-02-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY V-DAY LOVES!

don't feel down to those who are still single, mingle and available, your turn is coming soon and if it doesn't comes, there is always.. SAD!

oh hold your horses, i do not mean that you are a very sad and pathetic kind of person. SAD means Single Awareness Day, there you go, S.A.D (:

just someday, there are days when you are single and this reminds you how single and gay can one be as well!

i love you guys (:
PS: the gay i meant was happy, you know right?

HEHEHE

Full Swing | 풀 스윙

2011-02-13T23:23:00.004+08:00

dear blog...

IAMSOSOSORRY!IDINDTMEANTOLEAVEYOUEMPTYANDDUSTY,
IWASTOOBUSYWITHCHINESENEWYEAR!BLAMECNYNOTME!REALLY,NOTME!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

don't give me the =_= look, CNY is 15 days long and if i want to say "GONG HEI FATT CHOI" on the 15th day at 11.59PM also consider as CNY, STILL okay. people tend to have the idea that CNY is only 3-5 days only? wrong concept d:

anyway, i was little booked up by time. to be honest, this year CNY is a little pack. i actually was on a week break from Jan 29 until Feb 6 only, while CNY was on 3rd of Feb. during that 4 days of officially CNY holiday, i literally was packed with activities.

On the Eve of CNY, we had usual, reunion dinner (Korean Cuisine) where my both close cousins came back from aboard studying/working..

and just right about Midnight, we had the "Thin Kong" (天公) prayers (:

and the fireworks starts to filled the sky and also the ground

we had our family picture taken as well~

1st day of CNY; as early as 10am, we left house to go back dad's hometown. it took us only.... 30MINUTES to reach one of the highway's McDonalds. hahaha! we does that everytime without failure (:

and it took us almost 7 hours (dues to jam) to reach

it doesn't end there. as soon as we reach, we had our dinner! weehee steamboat (:

and and and one of the neighbor got the longest firecracker i ever saw! awesome!

to cut things short, since i'm very forgetful, the 2nd day i went to my grandaunt's house for brunch. DELICIOUS!!

and later late in the evening, we had dinner back at home with my youngest granduncle. my aunt cook delicious curry and basically whatever she cooks, it's good for health and also my taste buds LOL!

and and, later at night (quite late at night) i went to my another grandaunt house; funniest old people i ever meet! this kind of feeling makes me feel happy to be with them.

back home, i continue with Mahjong session!! weeheeee (:

3rd day, i purposely woke up early in the morning to visit my another another grandaunt and after that, went to my dad's old friend's house for a visit (:

his grandson (:

and in the afternoon, i went to my mum's friend's weeding! and i went to a paddy field (i actually goes to one quite frequent) since it's opposite her house.

and and after that, went to my another another another grandaunt's home then only went back for a little rest. at the same time, pack and left by 10PM, back home here in Klang.

oh! because it was jam too on the way back, we stop at Bukit Gantang's R&R (haha! usual too) for a drink (:

4th day, reaches home almost 5AM and and i attended Clarissa's 21st Birthday Party at 12Noon in Subang, was nice too see her in dress. she's cute (:

and after that, py and i went Empire Gallery (dating kay, don't jealous). after that, we meet up with sj and ls back in klang for lim-teh session.

5th day, after class, py, sj, ls and i went for K-Session! zOMG! hahahaha, please remind me to control myself next time. LOl!!

at night, i actually meet up with my two loves! Eileen and Elaine! muahaha!!

6th, 7th and 8th day, nothing much besides classes and assignment completion. on the 9th day (midnight) we had another prayers.

it was quite a time on the 9th day after my class, i went back home and all i did was SLEEP! that's bad because i slept from 11AM (my class ends at 10.30AM) till 5PM and and i sleep throughout without aircond nor fan nor any kind of wind. amazing right!? sure it was because i woke up in a wet condition LOL!!

on the 10th day of cny, went to my grandaunt (my mum side pulak) at KL and and i finally used my polaroid camera! good use okay~ did i mention my grandaunt cook awesome food as well?

and today, 11th day; my mum insisted to have a little gathering and she cook up some foods. what a tiring day. help alot around the house. everytime i sit, i got to wake up and do something.

that's about it! i'm now feeling more tired after feeling tired. CNY is coming to an end tho this year CNY is pack and hectic, i still love what i did and it makes me realize things like: i learn a lot during the CNY holiday but i realize that there is much more for me to know and learn.

that's all from me now. don't wait for my next post, come frequent one week once.

XX.

EVE | 이브

2011-02-02T03:58:00.003+08:00

there is so much to do but so little time left! i got much more to do and yet, i don't know where to start. yes today is already the eve of chinese new year. insane isn't it? it was just last week, a week ago and today will be tomorrow *take deep breath* many thing, many thing.

i want to slack so badly! yes indeed but no i couldn't. i steal my sleeping time to update my blog, to keep my post updated from time to time. i haven't pack, i haven't clean, i haven't do and i haven't think finish yet! i'm so bring my laptop with me back to hometown... perhaps my assignment as well (NO!)

i notice i have a habit of updating every week exact, not on purpose tho. so summarize it, on saturday 29th Jan 2011 i went to abel's 21st birthday party!

and 28th Jan 2011 (NO! i didn't go for BR; SAD!) went sunway to get something with fuiteng, brother, alyce, jimetra, eileen. on 31st Jan 2011 went breakfast for 2 and a half hours at Melawis Loh Mee shop with jiahuoy, suling, lishan, fuiteng, nyingsher, davin and alwin.

as for today, went out with sayyin, alyce and alice. hahaha!! we went to a secret place and WONDERMILK and Jin Xuan Hong Kong Dim Sum and Aeon and and and, i went to night market after dinner (:

yes! hectic since day before yesterday itself. even i went Aeon with a hectic mind as well. i feel so worn out even before chinese new year. gosh |:

oh oh! happy prosperous and loving february to you kids out there!!
PS: do you know i redye my hair last two week? (:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 33)

2011-01-26T16:42:00.003+08:00

i have a question!

what do you call a person who ask you to think of a topic you which you are comfortable with and then after you presented on your topic, that person change the whole idea of your topic?

make no sense isn't it? what if i am not comfortable with your topic? it's better you give me the topic and i present if for you. likewise, how often people misjudge me for the person that i am (so much for stereotypes! geez!) yes yes, i'm exactly the person you think i am. good improvement, keep up the good job! ._.

and and and, running after something when there's nothing in the end is tiring, i rather walk >:

Short Stories | 짧은 이야기 (Part 32)

2011-01-24T23:35:00.001+08:00

i think i need this:

work load starting to piled up too and i think my antis are growing as well >:

nah! i was just joking about antis XD

new year? | 새해?

2011-01-22T11:30:00.002+08:00

since Chinese New Year is around the conner (yes it is; Feb 3rd is like 2 week, more or less, to come) i actually been busy with college and packing stuff and stuffs and that also, i have been insufficiently lack of sleeps. sacrifices got to make right? so, yeah.

i finally steal some time to update the solemn blog of mine here. yes it's pretty dusty indeed! i got a few thing to say before today but as usual, my brain and i isn't that sync after all. just throw few thoughts that i could remember for now.

life is pretty good! can say it is pretty great now because of college life. tho yes i must say that i do not have much friends as i had back in form 6 but i don't find that negative in anyway because i have equal awesome possum friends now! so, HI you (:

last sunday (after such a long period) i finally had Dominos (i hope i get the spelling right) again! my last piece was last year during my SUBZERO days. dang! i super miss my working life tho yes it's a little sucky when you got nothing to do but for now, back to my pizza (:

to be honest, i kinda liking dominos now. it tasted better! and the Dober-cat is back!

so cute loh! hey, you got to admit it! hahahaha!! and and if you really keep close watch on what i had tweeted recent days, you will know what i have been up to but just a little peek to it:

and and and, i'm starting to get paranoid on the grand idea of new years because of spring cleaning; it's dang tiring plus i'm getting mosquito bites which i have no idea where these monster could be possibility hiding! oh, before i end my post, share with you guys delicious desert pictures which you can actually get these babies at Dragon-I (i personally love it) tho i'm not so sure if every outlets have the same menu |:

the current IT song! VI like this! (:

that's all for now, it feels like i can sleep for 3 days straight! super worn off.

like this? i took this today.

old but faithful | 늙은하지만 충실한

2011-01-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

let me make an announcement... wait for it... YES!!! FINALLY!!! remember i was talking about the add/drop week? i think i did mention it on my 3rd previous post and finally it's over! good bye dilemma; see you.... next semester, oh well that sucked ._. till May then.

first two week of my second semester does not have much on homeworks but i was already busy stressing on HOW MANY FREAKING SUBJECTS SHOULD I TAKE! that was totally not necessary but thanks to the registry, i finally; half heartedly took 5 subjects but thank you to certain words from certain people (yes, you is love to me) my half-heart somehow turned into believing in my own self.

and, to those who tell me "you know, you should think on if you can cope it or not. i can't help you to decide" or question my decision "why do you even want to take 5 subjects?" it doesn't answer my question and it doesn't help me in anyway because you are just like me, doubting my choice huh |:

so anyway, i think most of the people i know knew that i had this issue with MATHS! and how useless it is to me but there is no no option for me to not take it. i attended the class this week and the week before without my calculator (bowl head isn't it?) so in order not to forget to bring next week, i took it out and place it on the table and BAM! i realize how dirty is my calculator (hey, i didn't use it for a year plus, right after STPM) so i clean it and i pimped my calculator; typical me (:

AFTER CLEANING

BEAUTIFIED

going into my 3rd week of college and soon; ASSIGNMENTS! but that doesn't stop me from ~~eating gummy bears after i brush my teeths~~ updating my blog!

till then; TaTaMyLove (;

Looking Back | 돌아보니

2011-01-14T16:32:00.002+08:00

since it's already friday, i believe that everyone kinda enjoy the day i suppose? lay back and relax just a little on things, because there is no monday blue, tuesday gray, wednesday black, or etc am i right? it's FRIDAY GREEN!! green is the color of freedom btw; so, party party party all night! hahaha! i'm just kidding about the partying stuff.

anyway, i am not going to crap anymore further, i'm going to share with you something that i accounted today. a little head's up, it might sound fairly stupid and doesn't make sense, but trust me (by all means if you don't want to believe, it's fine with me too) that this ridiculously did happen, somehow. not going to mention race (don't want to caught in racism issue) and so, the story was like this:

after my class in the morning, i head back home to fetch my dad for breakfast/lunch since it was already 11AM when i finally reached home. we need to take a U-turn and over a bridge from my housing area to exit to the main road.

so, after we make that turn, we saw a girl walking at the same lane as we are on but in a opposite manner.

normally, i wouldn't bother on who is walking but because she walk so slow at the junction, making my dad to slow down his car, so we both saw this happen. actually, while she was walking, she was reaching out to something in her bag; yeah, in the middle of the road and BAM! one of keys just fell off on the road, JUST LIKE THAT!

so being a good citizen (not like we do this so often), my dad honk at her before we could reach the junction BUT guess what!? she didn't even want to look at us and instead, she stick her nose up in the sky and continue walking! no joke! it's too late for my dad to stop or turn anywhere as we are half car on our way to the bridge. so, we finally went off.

perhaps my dad was feeling pity for her, he even suggest for us to turn back and warn her about the keys that she dropped because it looks like her house key but that time we are already on the bridge that time but human being human by all sense, we have already tried to help her just that she ignore our help. my dad say "perhaps she thinks i want to 'kau' her so i honked, so she didn't want to look" then after that he continues "common la, i'm not so free to do that either and look at her" and he show a not really pleasant face.

perhaps you raise a question to why she didn't hear those bunch of keys fell right? for all right, it's KEYS as in METAL form so when it falls it make some sound; yeah, i did wonder too but i couldn't explain either, you go figure (:

so, next time if anyone honk at you or you think they are honking at you, do take initiative to look at why they are doing so. if it's some donkey who just like to honk at people for absolutely no reason, do look too and if it's nothing, feel proud of yourself; the reason why he/she honked at you because you are simply gorgeous!

alright then, till my next post (:

the beauty in you | 당신의 아름다움

2011-01-13T16:30:00.003+08:00

a little video to everyone out there; no matter you are a girl or a guy, small, big, short or tall, doesn't matter because you are completely worth for the way you are (except some people... yeah~) like the message in this music video. enjoy (:

don't hate people for the way they are because you are beautiful in your very own way too (: